Sleepyboy Homeless, DEVIANT - Self-sabotage II lyrics
[Sleepyboy Homeless, DEVIANT - Self-sabotage II lyrics]
I feel you washing over me like icy water
Got these chills all down my spine
Lamb to the slaughter
I could see now I am blind
It's not exactly what I wanted
I don't wanna die
Don't wanna live without you
Can we make it out alive
Can't breathe got you under my skin
You were there for me, there was no one else
I breathe you in like fuck my health
You hit my veins, and I start to melt
You mean everything til I start to wilt
I'm falling down, descending
Body shaking, depending
Your glow so condescending
But what the fuck was I expecting
My body so cold
Ice in my lungs I'm barely breathing
My body so cold
What I would do to keep this feeling
All I ever wanted was your
Taste upon my tongue
If I could hold you here forever
I'd forget the things you've done
You're the darkness under my eyes
Take a drag, one sniff of that
One sip of that I'll be fine take it back
10 years passed and I failed a thousand times
I can never unwind until the
Poison enters my mind
Giving away all my old dreams
Coz I'm sacrificing the old me
Fuck camouflaging my self sabotaging
My life is becoming a pipe dream
Might kill myself on a live stream
You probably think it's unlikely
All that I know is I need you and you like
To keep me in pain just to spite me
Watch me give away every part of me
You're poison in my lungs and
It's hard to breathe fuck a brighter day
There's darkness in my dreams
I'll throw my life away into
The dark blue sea
I can't live without you
Can you take me with you?
Won't you teach me how to
Live this life without you
Got these chills all down my spine
Lamb to the slaughter
I could see now I am blind
It's not exactly what I wanted
I don't wanna die
Don't wanna live without you
Can we make it out alive
Can't breathe got you under my skin
You were there for me, there was no one else
I breathe you in like fuck my health
You hit my veins, and I start to melt
You mean everything til I start to wilt
I'm falling down, descending
Body shaking, depending
Your glow so condescending
But what the fuck was I expecting
My body so cold
Ice in my lungs I'm barely breathing
My body so cold
What I would do to keep this feeling
All I ever wanted was your
Taste upon my tongue
If I could hold you here forever
I'd forget the things you've done
You're the darkness under my eyes
Take a drag, one sniff of that
One sip of that I'll be fine take it back
10 years passed and I failed a thousand times
I can never unwind until the
Poison enters my mind
Giving away all my old dreams
Coz I'm sacrificing the old me
Fuck camouflaging my self sabotaging
My life is becoming a pipe dream
Might kill myself on a live stream
You probably think it's unlikely
All that I know is I need you and you like
To keep me in pain just to spite me
Watch me give away every part of me
You're poison in my lungs and
It's hard to breathe fuck a brighter day
There's darkness in my dreams
I'll throw my life away into
The dark blue sea
I can't live without you
Can you take me with you?
Won't you teach me how to
Live this life without you