Sleepyboy Homeless, Slen - TheArchitect lyrics

Talking

See, I've been waiting for the day
I get releived from the pain
I wake up every fuckin day
My life's a game I don't wanna play
I look at myself in the mirror
Say that it's gonna be fine
Doing things my mumma said I shouldn't
Just to pass the time
No one understands or wants to care
They're not to fuckin' blame
I'm a bipolar piece of shit
Holes in my brain bitches tryna feed my ego
They don't know that I'm
Unstable Fuckboys picking
At the scraps from the dinner table
I don't want your sympathetic
Bullshit that you feign
I can see right through these motherfuckers
What's to gain
Have to always tell the little
Voice deep inside my brain
Everyone's not out to get you promise
That they're not the same fuck
Yeah I'll never fucking learn
Drugs running through my veins
Feel the fuckin' burn
Creepin' through the night, all black
Stand tall been the same every day
That's my biggest fuckin' downfall

Talking

Don't you act like you know how to fix me
'Cause I've been up and down all this week
Tryna find a way to escape from my misery
And when I do it
Don't you fuckin' act like you miss me
'Cause I won't you miss you bitch
Nothing in my life means shit
Nothing in my life makes sense
Like my issues bitch
Think I wanna feel like this
Think I wanna live like this
I don't need this shit
More money, more problems, no money
No options i'm losing all of my energy
I'm getting closer to running the
Blade up both arms
I'm in love with the symmetry
Watch as they put up their
Posts a week after those
They already forgetting me
I've been at war for some years and I'm
One step away from defeating the enemy