Dir En Grey - Raison Detre 歌詞 (lyrics)

Itoshi sugite ita ne anogoro no boku wa itsu demo sō
Demo mō miakita yo ude ni betsu no hito ga iru ne

Sugu ni aisenaku nari nikushimi ga komiageru yo
Tataki kowashitaku naru boku no wagamama mo suki kai

Kotoba yori mo motto motomete ita
Karadadake o motomete ita yo

Kagami no mae de tada hitori enji kitta dōkeshi ga
Sotto boku no mae ni yori iu no sa
Kimi o kurushimeru no wa boku ka soretomo kanojo ka
Hitori no boku ga sasayaku no sa

Kidzuku koro ni wa kizutsukete ita
Wakari aenai boku ga iru yo

Kagami no mae de tada hitori enji kitta dōkeshi ga
Sotto boku no mae ni yori iu no sa
Kimi o kurushimeru no wa boku ka soretomo kanojo ka
Hitori no boku ga sasayaku no sa

Saigo wa kon'na katachi nante ki ga tōku naru hodo ni itakute
Menomaede kimi ga warai sakebu akai kamisori mitsumenagara

I loved you too much, that's what I always did back then
But I'm tired of watching you, I already have somebody else in my arms

Immediately, I cannot love you, hatred is welling up inside of me
I just want to destroy everything, do you like my selfishness as well?

I wanted more than I could say
I longed only for your body

In front of the mirror, a clown, the only person performing
Just came close to me and asked
Is it her or me that is torturing you?
I'm all alone and mumbling to myself

I had already hurt you before realizing it
Here I am, but we'll never understand each other

In front of the mirror, a clown, the only person performing
Just came close to me and asked
Is it her or me that is torturing you?
I'm all alone and mumbling to myself

I can't believe the end has come like this, I'm dizzy from the pain
You are laughing and screaming in front of me, looking at the blood-red razor