Fraxiom - awful lyrics

It's been one year, 'bout exactly
Since you fucked me up
I wish I didn't have to count
I do because you're here
You wanted time? my thoughts exactly
You should go ahead and do it
'Cause the loot you drop will be a souvenir
And you took almost everything
I could've had
You took it all right under my nose and
At-at the time, I'm dumb as fuck
Mistook it all for something you helped me
Fuck you
I hope you hear this
And you're so entrenched
With guilt that you don't move for hours

Maybe if the world was less awful
I could've called you a friend
Because you wouldn't wanna act so awful
And i might've seen you again
Oh maybe if the world was less angry
Then I’d walk around as i am
Maybe i wouldn’t have to hide
In everyone who isn’t awful