Fraxiom - ​it breaks my brain lyrics

And it breaks my brain
You don't see error in your selfish ways
Yelling at me, throwing shit from the display
You don't know my ego or my damn first name
Pack my shit right up in my broken suitcase
Maybe I'll be good to talk to
People in a few days
When the smoke clears up
And nobody says "Hey"
Guess I'm in the bed I made
When I had asked for space

But I didn't mean another galaxy
I just went to the moon to levels I would see
To have to go back home
Where no one's proud of me
Because they'd nеver guess that I
Was proud to be

A major dick who contradicts еverything I say
All my enemies found peace
And former friends had found their way
If you knew me now you don't
You dodged a bullet I would say
Sorry but I'm not at all
Ashamed of pushing me away

'Cause I don't even know the
Extent of my harm
When you want me to smile when
I'm dead in your arms
I'm just practicing for when I
See in my dreams
Thought that I was gonna change the
World when I was changing me
I just want someone to grab my shit
And tell me how to live
And I was a bit excited
That you were the catalyst
I just want someone to grab
And tell me everything's ok
So I can't pick up where all their
Words for what was time to say
And I talk back 'cause compliments
Feel like attacks when you
Don't trust that you're gonna
Make 'em happy back

I wanna bust that
That stupid look right off your face
The one that tells me I'm
Alright and everything's ok
Who the fuck do you think that you are
Making me promise to eat, take my meds
Be a star
Grew six times last year so how
Can I not feel alone
In a place where I can actually rest
Build a home

Like I'm putting up condemned signs
I don't like the pressure and the deadlines
Wanna chase the high and making headlines
I just need to recover give me more time
Said I just need to recover give me more time
Give me more time
Give me more time
Give me more time
Give me more time
Give me more time
I don't know how long it will take
Sorry no release date for the
Day I fix my brain
I just hope you'll be patient for me
Was my hard work all worth
I guess I'll have to see
In the meantime I hope you'll
Keep waiting for me