Fukkfaace - Going Through the Motions lyrics

(Oh fuck) I woke with a start, and I realized
That my life’s no longer falling apart
Now everything is fallen into place
And I don’t like the image that it’s forming
(God damn, fuck)
I look in the mirror, and I see the same face
But I’m such a disgrace (Disgrace)
If you saw me now, you’d probably laugh
To see who I am, as a matter of fact
Yeah, when I think about it
I laugh ‘til I cry
Then I cry myself to sleep
Dreams are nothing but lies
Yeah, I know I’m getting old
But I’m not ready to die
I’m slowly falling apart and
Rotting from the inside

How, just tell me please, how
Am I supposed to pull two thousand
Dollars out of my ass?
Two thousand dollars to pay
The fucking government!
I’ve been еating one meal a day for a month!
How!? It doesn’t makе sense! Make
It make sense! Please! Days roll on
Shout it loud days rolled on
We know the price we pay

When I was a kid, it was bikes and candy
Now ask if I’m fine, and I can’t speak
Don’t you think that life would
Prepare me? Fuck no
For nothing other than a kill spree
Growing up, I thought I’m gold
But nowadays I’m believing that I’m sold
Wait, what the fuck am I doing with this soda
One of these shit's give me heartburn now
So I’m switching positions from
Upright to fetal
How can a life like this be real?
Smoke every day just so I can deal
Going through the motions once more I feel

Do you honestly think that this is
What the fuck I wanted
For the rest of my life?
I say up until three AM
Because the quicker I go to bed
The quicker I have to fucking wake up
And spend another fucking day!
I can’t deal with it anymore! I can’t!
Days roll on shout it loud
Days rolled on we know the price we pay
Tell me how to fix this!

Move out of state
Prove you’ve accomplished something
Start a hardcore band
Write some fucking songs get a better job
Drive a nicer car burn yourself out
Lose your fucking mind
Get your head straight get diagnosed
Just run away leave your friends behind
Move out of state pretend you have a reason
Get a better job find some inner peace
Try to lose some weight try to get in shape
Hold on to your youth take a fucking pill
Start a podcast make a couple jokes
Chase the fucking dream have a nightmare

I’m just so tired fuck! Ah
Fuck! Why? Why? Why? Days rolled on
Shouted out loud days rolled on
We know the price we paid

Let me tell you something you already know
The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows
It’s a very mean and nasty place
And I don’t care how tough you are
It will beat you to your knees
And keep you there permanently if you let it
You, me
Or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life
But it ain’t about how hard you hit
It’s about how hard you can get
Hit and keep moving forward
How much you can take and keep moving forward