Gabbie Hanna - IDK lyrics

I don’t know what it is that I see in you
And I don’t even know what I want
I don’t understand what you came here for
Can’t you find some other heart to haunt?

I don't know if this is always
Meant to end this way
There was never a time where we were in sync
Can’t pretend to reminisce there were
No good old days
But please don’t try to tell me what to think

I don’t know what it is
That I think should be
If I could I don’t know what it is I changed
I have these expectations that
Aren’t fair of me
Maybe I just really like the pain

I don’t know why it is that
I can’t talk to you
I’ve always worn my feelings on my shirt
It doesn’t make much sense that
We want this still
But I think secretly deep down
We like to hurt

The game was always how I could manipulate
To make it feel like something real
I know you think that everything
We had was fake
But I won’t try to tell you how to feel

I can’t begin to say what you mean to me
I can’t even begin to tell you why
As much as I would never
Like to see you again
Please don’t make this song our last goodbye