Home Brew - Some Shit I Just Wrote lyrics
[Home Brew - Some Shit I Just Wrote lyrics]
I feel the potential inside of me
I'm tired of being nothing but a bum
Finally now I believe that I could be the one
I expect the respect of the best when I done
I'm gonna get what I want
I won't accept nothing under
The hope that I hold highest while I'm young
Gotta do it for the old timers, and I come
From the matter that made Osirus, and the sun
Same one I was told I was to become
When my flesh turns into dirt
And my time comes
And my best words have been heard and my mind
Unwinds through every memory I've
Ever had at once
And I move through my last second
Like it was a month and a minute like a year
Like an infinite rerun
From the minute it was finished
To the minute it begun
Like I'm living it backwards
In an infinite blackness
In the madness of my imagination
Hard days full of heartbreak and pain
That I can't take feeling halfway to insane
In a dark place with the class A in my veins
Tryna part ways with the past
That I can't change
Bathed by a basehead based in the basement
Saved by a saint, who stayed medicated
Made by a man who never really made it
Heavily sedated could've been and wasted
A ticket to take the test for a little taste
Sitting inside a cell for a bit a H
Withering away like a pigeon
In cage looking at
The picture of the past that he pissed away
And no one visiting on visiting day
There isn't a day that isn't the same so
He just sit up in the bunk
Like it living it backwards
In an infinite blackness
In the madness of his imagination
Say what I want when I want and when I'm on
I really feel i can't be fucked
With and when I'm gone
I don't care if you don't
Care cause I don't fear
No man i ain't going nowhere
When i die i ain't nothing
But food for the worms
I ain't lie that ain't nothing but
The truth and it's hurts
I'm a human just another civilized monkey
Living my little life getting my money
AD grew up on the baked beans
And the dirty bakeries, that's what made me
Old man gave me my first tape he
He played that JB's i played spacies
Whenever he had 20 cents to spare
But, if he ever had the money for the rent
That's rare
Stepdad did his best to pretend to care
But i was always in my lair music in my ears
Yeah never had a skateboard but
I had a cardboard
Over the garage floor when we
Used to dance all night
In the parkour in the carpark raw
On the concrete floor we
Fought like a swordfight
But there wasn't ever beef, always all loving
Even when we caught feelings it
Was all for nothing
Always had my finger on the re-cord button
And i wouldn't be shit if
This art form wasn't
I remember when i didn't have a thing
And i was sitting by myself
And ain't nobody give a shit about me then
And no one really gives a shit about
Me now but what's changed is
I don't give a shit about them
I can live without sitting
Round bitter bout them
I figured out what i want wrote an album
Gotta put it out when I'm ready, ready when
You are get a pen let me vent, let me invent
I don't give a shit about
What you think i think
I just wanna make my music and that's it
Shit, got enough live with as
It is and the business
Is a bitch and the system
Is a vicious vampire with syphilis
And my mrs misses me cause this is
All i listen to addicted to ambition
So many bridges i burnt bitches i hurt
Relatives i never visit cause i work
All day like my nana isn't on her death
Bed all night like a fucking a methhead
I'm too busy trynna be respected
By some people I don't
Even know that I don't even
See my best friend
And he went and made me the
Bestman at his wedding and
I went and made beef bout a fucking text man
All i gotta do is swallow
Pride and apologize like
I wasn't right but i can't even press send
What a emo everywhere that i go
He go i gotta ego that
Always needs to get fed
All he wanna do is rhyme he
Ain't got no time for
The woman that he love she
Just wanna get head
What an asshole full of shit like a myan
Doesn't even think about his grandpa dying
Broke like a hymen
On the bottom on the world on an island
That no one gives a fuck about still trying
But, you said you didn't give
A fuck i was lying
Anybody else here scared of dying
Anybody else here weird as i am?
You really wanna know what's in my mind
When I'm high? See them burning gas balls in
The sky in the night?
Ever thought about what happens to
You when you die?
Better yet every thought what happens
At the end of time?
When the stars collapse and blow
Holes in the sky
That eat light years whole in a bite
Life gone like a bright idea in your mind
Like that, right back to the black no life
No space no time no light
No sign of no one oh my
God you know you will die
One day but no one no why
I'm tired of being nothing but a bum
Finally now I believe that I could be the one
I expect the respect of the best when I done
I'm gonna get what I want
I won't accept nothing under
The hope that I hold highest while I'm young
Gotta do it for the old timers, and I come
From the matter that made Osirus, and the sun
Same one I was told I was to become
When my flesh turns into dirt
And my time comes
And my best words have been heard and my mind
Unwinds through every memory I've
Ever had at once
And I move through my last second
Like it was a month and a minute like a year
Like an infinite rerun
From the minute it was finished
To the minute it begun
Like I'm living it backwards
In an infinite blackness
In the madness of my imagination
Hard days full of heartbreak and pain
That I can't take feeling halfway to insane
In a dark place with the class A in my veins
Tryna part ways with the past
That I can't change
Bathed by a basehead based in the basement
Saved by a saint, who stayed medicated
Made by a man who never really made it
Heavily sedated could've been and wasted
A ticket to take the test for a little taste
Sitting inside a cell for a bit a H
Withering away like a pigeon
In cage looking at
The picture of the past that he pissed away
And no one visiting on visiting day
There isn't a day that isn't the same so
He just sit up in the bunk
Like it living it backwards
In an infinite blackness
In the madness of his imagination
Say what I want when I want and when I'm on
I really feel i can't be fucked
With and when I'm gone
I don't care if you don't
Care cause I don't fear
No man i ain't going nowhere
When i die i ain't nothing
But food for the worms
I ain't lie that ain't nothing but
The truth and it's hurts
I'm a human just another civilized monkey
Living my little life getting my money
AD grew up on the baked beans
And the dirty bakeries, that's what made me
Old man gave me my first tape he
He played that JB's i played spacies
Whenever he had 20 cents to spare
But, if he ever had the money for the rent
That's rare
Stepdad did his best to pretend to care
But i was always in my lair music in my ears
Yeah never had a skateboard but
I had a cardboard
Over the garage floor when we
Used to dance all night
In the parkour in the carpark raw
On the concrete floor we
Fought like a swordfight
But there wasn't ever beef, always all loving
Even when we caught feelings it
Was all for nothing
Always had my finger on the re-cord button
And i wouldn't be shit if
This art form wasn't
I remember when i didn't have a thing
And i was sitting by myself
And ain't nobody give a shit about me then
And no one really gives a shit about
Me now but what's changed is
I don't give a shit about them
I can live without sitting
Round bitter bout them
I figured out what i want wrote an album
Gotta put it out when I'm ready, ready when
You are get a pen let me vent, let me invent
I don't give a shit about
What you think i think
I just wanna make my music and that's it
Shit, got enough live with as
It is and the business
Is a bitch and the system
Is a vicious vampire with syphilis
And my mrs misses me cause this is
All i listen to addicted to ambition
So many bridges i burnt bitches i hurt
Relatives i never visit cause i work
All day like my nana isn't on her death
Bed all night like a fucking a methhead
I'm too busy trynna be respected
By some people I don't
Even know that I don't even
See my best friend
And he went and made me the
Bestman at his wedding and
I went and made beef bout a fucking text man
All i gotta do is swallow
Pride and apologize like
I wasn't right but i can't even press send
What a emo everywhere that i go
He go i gotta ego that
Always needs to get fed
All he wanna do is rhyme he
Ain't got no time for
The woman that he love she
Just wanna get head
What an asshole full of shit like a myan
Doesn't even think about his grandpa dying
Broke like a hymen
On the bottom on the world on an island
That no one gives a fuck about still trying
But, you said you didn't give
A fuck i was lying
Anybody else here scared of dying
Anybody else here weird as i am?
You really wanna know what's in my mind
When I'm high? See them burning gas balls in
The sky in the night?
Ever thought about what happens to
You when you die?
Better yet every thought what happens
At the end of time?
When the stars collapse and blow
Holes in the sky
That eat light years whole in a bite
Life gone like a bright idea in your mind
Like that, right back to the black no life
No space no time no light
No sign of no one oh my
God you know you will die
One day but no one no why