Home Brew - The Truth Is Ugly lyrics

I walk along this dusty road

I know that you don't wanna hear it
But, I gotta be true (the truth is ugly)
Shit, I gotta be true (the truth is ugly)
Gotta be true (the truth is ugly) cause ahh

I think I've been feeling this
Way for some time now
But just too chicken to say that
I want a time out in case you start crying
Finding it hard lying
Together in bed when sparks aren't flying
Part of my heart dying
And still we aren't trying to resuscitate
What we do is sit around
And watch it suffocate
Want to put you out your pain
But, I ain't got the guts to break
Your neck could even cut the cord and jump
Or cut the cake
Like I do, or do I need to need you?
Or maybe you need me to leave you, I need to
Be me, I need to be you be true
I know we never knew we would lose
So we knew
Now what should we do? look, I don't know
All I really know is neither of
Us want to die alone
Sitting on this unicorn hoping
It'll fly us home
Even though we both know it
Died a long time ago
And I've been bullshitting, two-timing
Fantasizing, midnighting with this chick
I met online and
I've been lying like she's just a friend
But don't believe what I say
I do know who's spot it is
And where I was on Friday
Wasn't really where I said I was, and
When I said I loved you, i
Really only said it cause I thought
That it might get you off
Texting exes, adding extra x's
Hoping that you'd check my texts
And then maybe get the message that
That the truth is ugly and I know
You know that I don't
Shit, the truth is ugly and I know
That you know that I know
That you don't love me the truth is ugly

I know you've been feeling this
Way for some time now
But just too chicken to say
You want a time out
In case I start spazzing
Wake your parents with the glass smashing
Steal your car, crash into his house
Start slashing at his throat
Oh yeah, I found that note you wrote
You tell me that you smoke Pall Mall
I know you don't
It's all a lie, you stare at me
I stare at you i wonder why
I've never seen you wear perfume
I see your eyes, I spy
I see the way you laugh at him
Stroking on his cardigan
Dancing with him to Parliament
While I sit at the bar and wince
Dancing with a glass of gin
Sparking up an argument
Accusing you of starting it
Just to get some tension
Cause, I miss your attention
Trying not to mention it to
Try and preserve the friendship
But, it's been about a year now
And we ain't been the same since
And when I hear you scream
It isn't in the same pitch
It's been ages since your nails
Dug into my back
But, I felt your knife when I
Found his number in your bag cut the act
We ain't the people that we used to love
This shit is dying
And neither of us wants to pull the plug
I know you're thinking about marriage
Honeymoon in Paris
But, I'm still in the garage
Your mom is still embarrassed
Like how could he be a parent
When he couldn't feed a parrot?
It's apparent that you're sick of me, but
I don't want to hear it, cause

The truth is ugly i know
You know that I don't
The truth is ugly i know
That you know that I know
That you don't love me the truth is ugly