Johnée - If you got a problem lyrics

I get all in my head and
I take everything to heart
Being sensitive was never a drawing card
I overshare but spare the details
You back away from my issues
And I bend over backwards
You think I'm see-through but you
Didn't get the picture
I'm always plottin' on my future
Pretending I have a clue
Showed you my soul unfiltered
If I knew all my secret rituals
I would probably leave too

Only need me when you're needy
Call me pretty out of pity
You didn't think I'd read
In between thе lies

If you got a problem it's me
And if you can't fix
You should gеt rid of it
Outgrew me like a shirt from
When you were fifteen
You spread yourself too thin but
It still doesn't fit
We don't need to stir this up
I know you think too much
About all the things

I know I'm overly dramatic
I go over every text I sent
And reread all the sentences
I'm way too bad at detachment
Thought I could hate you for a second
And then I came to my senses
I'm straightforward and for what
Pushed you to the dirt when we
Were standing close to the edge
You say you're fucked up but you don't know
Been running low on self-worth so long
It tore me to shreds

Want me only when you're lonely
And you need someone to come to
You only hurt me 'cause you know I love you

If you got a problem it's me
And if you can't fix
You should get rid of it
Outgrew me like a shirt from
When you were fifteen
You spread yourself too thin but
It still doesn't fit
We don't need to stir this up
I know you think too much
About all the things

You drew a line, I crossed it
Where is my mind, I've lost it
Spent my nights online stalking
I'm better off you blocked me
I haven't slept, I'm exhausted
The internet and coffee
I say I'm fed up with that nonsense
But I still think about it often
I try to dismiss the things we
Bonded over that you forgotten
You won't give me closure
It gets worse as we get older
It's a curse that I know you
You keep growing apart
I give too much importance and
You give me nothing
Blown it out of proportion
I took it way too far
Should've just left as friends
Maybe it was better then
You didn't answered my texts but at
Least we still had the chance
You seemed indifferent and I flipped
Out on something irrelevant
It was an act of self-defense
I pressed send by accident
But I can't pretend I didn't meant it
When I said what I intended
Even though it didn't go as I
Planned and was lacking content

My heart is tired
I might retire and find a new hobby
Can't spend the rest of my life saying sorry
And you stopped attending to my pity parties
So there's no use in continue to starve
Me in order to get your sympathy
I'll sing my way out of this
Just like I always did
And one day when they ask me if I recall it
I'll say ''hardly''