Johnée - ​i’m not okay with this shit lyrics

Call me friend every time we speak
Scared that I would take it differently
Always made sure we're platonic
It was funny even
Your character flaws are your parents fault
And your so-called friends who scares me
You blame it all on your mental state
Was it you or your Janus face who said this?
You think I'm a freak
Who can't take rejection
You see the truth
Through rose-colored glasses
You're so passive-aggressive
And hot-headed

What thе fuck just happened
You don't have to tеll me
I'm guessing you've had it and
I was being headstrong
Maybe it's psychosomatic
You seem unaffected
What did I expected?
Since I was seventeen all you ever
Did was led me on
You're not my enemy
But you're not a friend of me
You can't help that you're selfish
Used me to boost your self-esteem
You won't take no emotional responsibility
'Cause you never felt a thing
You're so fucking toxic
You care about nothing
You mock shit to not deal
With your problems
You just can't be bothered
Don't know why I thought
That you'd be sorry

I heard your one man band split up
I already bought a t-shirt
Now you're telling everyone I jinxed you
You even convinced Victor
I know I'm coming off a little bit bitter
Spilling facts like I was fed truth serum
You hate when I rage my feelings in my lyrics
Might wanna appeal from Philip
Drunk to sober Philip

Tried to remove the chip on your shoulder
And now you act like you don't know me
Laid low all your day-old jokes
You took my words for what they weren't
I wish I could take it back
Made me feel bad for hurting

What the fuck just happened
You don't have to tell me
I'm guessing you've had it and
I was being headstrong
Maybe it's psychosomatic
You seem unaffected
What did I expected?
Since I was seventeen all you ever
Did was led me on
You're not my enemy
But you're not a friend of me
You can't help that you're selfish
Used me to boost your self-esteem
You won't take no emotional responsibility
'Cause you never felt a thing
You're so fucking toxic
You care about nothing
You mock shit to not deal
With your problems
You just can't be bothered
Don't know why I thought
That you'd be sorry

All the world is a stage and you role-play
I can't even say your name
You're an F-slur, fucking actor
Acting like you were my friend
Psycho-wired, Michael Myers
Absent-minded gaslighter
If you really liked me how could you
Walk out on me like this?
I wrote you a few things I didn't send it
Who listens to The Smiths in their twenties?
You're either sensitive or damaged
I guess you're just empty

I'm not okay with this shit
I don't hate you, but I hate what you did
I can't forget and I won't forgive
I hope you get what you're givin' to me