KeneddyTheDon - Kill Ya Dreamz lyrics

It’s like dreaming is counterproductive
For some, it’s beneficial
For others, it’s detrimental

Life has begun
Exit out your mother’s chamber
Cock back that pistol and
There’s no goin’ back ain’t no change up’s
It was your father’s pistol that
Put life in her magazine
The same day your uncle’s life was
Taken from a pistol with ease
From that day forward your father
Was a true alcoholic never missed a beat
Always had a reason to be at the bar
When you was born, he tried
To kick the habit, be a pappy
But it kicked back
He would relapse and then
Repeated the pattern growing up
You were too familiar with getting smacked
In the back of your head
Being reminded, "You’re an accident"
It was systematic the way he made it clear
He would punch your moms in her face and
Make it appear to be your fault
His words were so convincing
You were so young
You were convinced to kill yourself
He was missing out on a
Relationship he should’ve kept
Now you disinfect the streets full
Of pests with a Tec
You blame it on his neglect

I never did you wrong
Why would you try to kill me off?
You used to call on me
Just 'cause it seems like hope that
I bring don’t make a change
Now you write me off as if
All your dreams are gone

The needle drops on the song of misfortune
It’s unfortunate he’s so unsupportive
Looked for abortion clinics
To sever responsibilities
He said, "Fuck having a baby
Keep it away from my vicinity"
Goddamnit, that backlash was strong enough to
Split your soul in half
Enough to wanna be picking a pistol
Up and make it blast
Right on the next motherfucker tryna
Look for some ass
Like, "I just lost my fiancé
Why would you get a pass?"
The outcome so far from what you expected
He was acting reckless the minute he
Found out you was pregnant i mean
He wasn’t the type of nigga to pick
Up a tool and flex it
He was so calm and collected
Well respected, check it
Even your family was in the deepest gaze
They was infatuated with his graduation
And it pays you thought of beautiful future
Now it’s tainted anguish
From the constant drinking
And domestic violence
Ain’t no peaceful language

I never did you wrong
Why would you try to kill me off?
You used to call on me
Just 'cause it seems like hope that
I bring don’t make a change
Now you write me off as if
All your dreams are gone

A phone call from your father saying
"Congratulations!"
The timing couldn’t be better: three
Days from your graduation
All seemed well, you had a fiancée
She bumps Beyoncé as y’all
Cruise down the freeway
But, you can overhear your mom
Say something about your brother
Something is up you can hear your
Father shut up your mother
She insists to tell you
But he says it’s not for discussion he said
"Derell’s felonious ways should not
Cause a disruption so, do not ask about him"
You threaten to hang up the phone
If he don’t spit it out
But, he’s concerned that you’ll follow your
Brother or take a different route
As fate would have it
The day that you became a pappy
Your brother was tryna leave the game
And make his family happy
Oh, such good news! You wonder
Why your father held it
Except there’s more to the story
Your brother was just a weapon
His gang plotted on robbin’
You and your family
He intervened on the scene, became a martyr
So rest in peace
But, you can never rest easy knowing
His mortality has been verified
Thinking that family never dies
Especially not your brother
"Why was his life taken early?
Did my success need sacrifice?"
Your anger shows in the way
That you treat your woman
You tell her your drinking
Habit's exist because
She did not get an abortion
You refuse to admit it’s because
The death of your brother
But now, 20 years later
Your son has just become a statistic
All the while
His abortion was supposed to prevent it