King Geedorah, Hassan Chop - I Wonder lyrics

Thats right I got problems
And personal issues
Stories that'll make ya eyes
Tear and wet tissue
It's true, I'm Madd like the rapper
I'm so upset I gotta put it up
In my rap before I snapper
After the things I've seen
From Atlanta to Queens
To the mean streets of Brooklyn
When I was a teen
Back and forth to the Islands
Scream when I left
But adapted, and still my dreams haven't left
I only hung with the crack
Kids we not the best
Me and the roughest ruffnecks
Went chest to chest
Now my best friend's locked up
North I won't rest
'Till I let him live his dream
Through me and I confess
That even though both our hearts
Was dark his was darker
Best believe when shit got spark
He was the sparker
And when the block got hot
He was the fire starter
And if I had beef my nigga Raja was a martyr

I wonder how certain people come in my life
I wonder why'd I get in so many fights
I wonder why sometimes things
Just don't go right
Why I gotta live this life hey hey
I wonder how certain people come in my life
I wonder why'd I get in so many fights
I wonderwhy I gotta live this life hey hey

Yo, you one of the most
Important people in my life
They called you Dice but I called you cousin
We was buggin' cause I figured that
We both had something in common
You loved to chat reggae music
And I loved rhymin'
But still they ain't call
You Dice for nothin'
I seen you shoot with the williest
Cats and leave them with nothing
Somethin' must have pleased that
Bluffer in you to make you wanna take dough
From those tougher than you
Throughout school we made money together
When you was on the floor shootin'
I was the side better
And yo we cleaned out them
Cats and took the scraps
But you wasn't a ruff cat and cats knew that
I knew eventually them thugs would
Try to hurt you if I was there, I'd never
Let nobody hurt you, it's hurtful
I knew they wouldn't let you
Take the money and run
That's why I shoulda came when
You told me to come

I wonder how certain people come in my life
I wonder why'd I get in so many fights
I wonderwhy I gotta live this life hey hey
I wonder how certain things don't go right
I wonder why'd I get in so many fights
I wonderwhy I gotta live this life hey hey

Yo, it was June sixth 96 Graduation night
Made it through the school shish
Shootin' dice gettin' in fights
I even sparked a riot
Til the school got quiet
And dismiss just got tired of usin' my fists
We had some shit like knife
Pipes bottles and sticks
Can't forget them 380's, Nine's and 22's
Best believe, many dudes was paid in my crew
We made a name for ourselves
Boy I've seen some drama
Seems my momma never dreamed she'd go
Threw so much trauma comma, pause you
Ask about cops and laws
Well that shit don't exist when
You black and poor so we broke em
But at that night my heart got broken
Chokin' on the weed smoke
Drinkin' rum and gettin' open
Not to mention
Never a big drinker I'm a thinker
But I'm thinkin' hey this my night
Pass me more liquor fight breaks out
I'm just too nice to get in it
But my brother got stabbed and I missed it
Word up, it's crazy
Why I gotta live this life (wonder) hey hey

I wonder why sometimes things
Just don't go right
I wonder why certain people come in my life
I wonder yeah why I gotta
Live this life hey hey
I wonder why sometimes things
Just don't go right
I wonder why'd I get in so many fights
I wonderhey why I gotta live
This life hey hey
I wonder why sometimes things
Just don't go right
I wonder why I gotta live this life
I wonderwhy I gotta live this
Life ay ay uh ay that's rightyour life