Seon, Lil Xtra - Over It lyrics

It don't feel like there's 24
Hours in the day anymore
Tryna say I don't like where it's going
Got a bad hand
I don't really want to show it
We could try to work it out but
I know I'm gonna blow it it's inevitable
The invariable panic sets in
And I'm drowning again
In the darkest thoughts I possess
I'm probably gonna die young
I ain't dying just yet
But I'm trying to progress in this life
And open my mind sick of feeling like I
Never do anything right
You ask if I'm cool, put me in my place
I'm the same as always: just taking up space
But it don't feel the same as it used to
And one of these days I'm gonna lose you
Cause dark clouds hang above us
We both know you're getting let
Down by a fuck up

'Cause I don't really want
To talk about this
I'm pretty much over it if
I'm being honest with you
Because you're not who I
Thought that you were
It sucks, this really hurts
But I don't know what else to do

I know that I love you, that you love me too
I know it's hard to hear
But I have to tell the truth
We keep running 'round in circles
We are never getting out
On a one-way road that is only going down
Gave you all my effort, gave you my attention
Think you're better off without me
I'm the one that's always sinning
Causing problems, i'm the reason that you
Got on the prescription
But a life that filled with pain is
Not a life that worth the living
You say that isn't true
You don't want to see me leave
It's the one's you keeping close that
Always cut you 'til you bleed
You too caught up in the moments
Know it's hard for you to see
That we not meant to be together
Even if you loving me

'Cause I don't really want
To talk about this
I'm pretty much over it if
I'm being honest with you
Because you're not who I
Thought that you were
It sucks, this really hurts
But I don't know what else to do

I'm trying to speak up
I'm dying to be heard i only have questions
That don't have an answer
I'm trying to speak up
I'm dying to be heard i only have questions
That never get answered but-

'Cause I don't really want
To talk about this
I'm pretty much over it if
I'm being honest with you
Because you're not who I
Thought that you were
It sucks, this really hurts
But I don't know what else to do