Linoskiii - Drownin’ lyrics

I fall in love too easily
I fall in love too fast
I fall in love too terribly hard
For love to ever last

Yeah

Hey, love, remember me?
I know it's been a minute
I used to drive two hours just
To see you in my Civic
I think you knew before I did
That loving you was danger
Which is probably why now we see
Each other as some strangers i'm sorry
I know that I ignored you for a while
At times you brushed me off and
Made me go into denial
But every time that I was with you, know
You always made me smile i miss you
I wish I could go back in time to kiss you
I wish that loving you wasn't
So difficult an issue and now I've lost my
Stamina cos everything has
Changed since I've been to Santa Barbara
Heard you had a boyfriend
That's when I just started falling off
You forgot about us easily
You left me with your thoughts
And now I'm drowning in my misery
There's a lot of things I wanna
Say that I don't mention
But sometimes you gotta sacrifice love
To save a friendship

Where do I move the piece?
Where do these pieces stay?
It's the keys that I lock
(It's the keys that I lock)
Don't you know, don't you care?
Don't get too real

You always seemed to text me and
I always just ignored it
Not because I want to
I just can't accept it's over
I don't converse with you no more
Cos I'm no longer confident
I wanna say I hate you
But it's actually the opposite
How could I forget you if I
Always have to speak to you?
I'd rather cut you off completely if
I can't be with you
Until I'm over it and overcome this feeling
I'm just wondering why life is taking
Long to start my healing
I can't imagine you with anybody else
And lowkey I know I really did this to myself
It's been a while but
Recently seeing you messed with my mind again
Cos deep inside I know that you'll
Never ever be mine again
I'm sorry for the days I made you see tears
If it wasn't for my ego
You'd still be here
I swear to god, I never wanted to hurt you
And I really hope you're happy cos
I sure didn't deserve you

Is there a wall between us?
Are we all mixed up, darling?
Darling, I stop myself, can't help myself
Drownin' in my thoughts drownin' in my
Drownin' in my
Take it easy and I can breathe too