Meccah Dawn - Daughter of Denise lyrics

Truth be told
I came in this world on some disrespect
Daddy raped my momma
And guess what happened next?
Nine months later, I'm in the incubator
With my twin brother
He died seven years later
Blamed my mom, for years I used to hate her
'Til I got a little older
She told me the whole story
She would've pulled the plug
I would've never been born
But she chose to give birth
I'm the calm before the storm
And it's raining everywhere
Swear you want that real shit
But I ain't tryna take you there
Y'all ain't ready for that
But I think I'ma have to
Wait, let me clear my throat
Before I choke on my own saliva
I spit too dope and I put that on my sons
Every song I ever wrote
Every track I ever ripped
Every word I ever spoke
Every time a bitch rapped
Y'all niggas start losin' hope
And y'all should 'cause I'm tying that rope
And I ain't talkin' bout no lynching shit
With naked niggas hangin' from trees
I'm talkin' 'bout going hard
Now, it's do or die for me
Damn, I miss my son
That little nigga died for me
They found him floatin' in the pool
But CPR brought him back for like a minute
Then his eyes rolled back to
The back of his head
'Bout twenty minutes later
They pronounced my baby dead
Four bars ago, I said that nigga died for me
Thought he was in the way of
What I was tryna be
Had been rappin' for years
But I hadn't wrote in months
Livin' in the homeless shelter
Yeah, your girl was in the slump
But three days after he passed
My ass was in the booth
Tryna rap through the pain
And ever since I've been at truth
Now my cup runneth over
The water's still flowin'
He knew I had to be broken
To get where I was goin' that's why
Mommy a monster and y'all
Niggas can't stop me
Just sit back and pay attention
Watch me, watch me
Daughter of Denise, mother of Hakim
Ain't slept in days
But I'm still chasing my dreams
'Til I'm winning, new beginnings
Tryna make it to the finish
'Cause every tear I cry
I'm writing another sentence