Merkules, Jelly Roll - Feel Shit lyrics

First I breathe in the smoke
Then I exhale slow
'Til there's nothing else left but the ashes
From all this weed I blow to
All these drinks I pour
There ain't nothing else left but the ashes

I feel like I don't wanna feel shit
(I don't wanna feel shit)
I feel like I don't wanna feel shit
(I don't wanna feel shit)
I feel like I don't wanna feel shit
(I don't wanna feel shit)
I feel like I don't wanna feel shit
(I don't wanna feel shit)

And I can't be sober when I'm alone
A hundred missed calls in my phone
I'm havin' withdrawals, leave me alone
Leave me alone, I feel it in my bonеs
I hide it all inside



I question mysеlf
Am I runnin' from something?
I put in the work
Went from nothing to something
I still gotta deal with
These fucked up assumptions
I'm drunk when in public
Still chuggin' and numbin'
I was at rock bottom and I cried for help
So I had to take a break just to find myself
Never been to Heaven, spent some time in Hell
Inside my shell, revenge what I'm tryna smell
I know it's all my fault
I'm the one to blame
Instead of facin' those fears
I would run away
Couldn't tell apart all the love and hate
So fuck the fame
I guess it's my drug of taste
I gotta clear my head and just hit restart
Just did 25 shows and there's 15 more
When the cycle repeats, it won't get me far
So I hide my pain deep within these scars
I got everybody sayin' I deserve to win
But is it worth the regret?
Is it worth the sins? It hurts within
I'm thinkin' bout my worth again
I had to swim across the water
'cause I burnt the bridge
So I try to get by, but I hide shit inside
And I act like I'm havin' the time of my life
And I can't see the darkness
If I'm in the light
So if silence is golden then
I'll be all right

First I breathe in the smoke
Then I exhale slow
'Til there's nothing else left but the ashes
From all this weed I blow to
All these drinks I pour
There ain't nothing else left but the ashes

I feel like I don't wanna feel shit
(I don't wanna feel shit)
I feel like I don't wanna feel shit
(I don't wanna feel shit)
I feel like I don't wanna feel shit
(I don't wanna feel shit)
I feel like I don't wanna feel shit
(I don't wanna feel shit)

I been on the bottom with all of the maggots
I relapsed again and fell off the wagon
I guess I'm just hopin' that
All of my habit's
Will finally help me to deal
With the baggage I'm carryin'
This life of sin I'm thinkin' again of all
Of the friends I ended up buryin'
All of the dreams that I done seen perishin'
Man, it's imperative I change the narrative
Know what is wrong, knew all
Along deep in my heart, i'm tryin' to fly
Why does it feel like I'm dyin' to live
But at the same I'm tryin' to die?
Won't you help me, Lord? I
Know I been selfish, lord
I know I been wrong
But I feel like I been to Hell before
I just pour another drink to try
To take the pain away
Wonderin', is today the day that
I'ma change my ways?
No amount of cocaine could ever keep me numb
From the shit that I done done
And the past I'm runnin' from

First I breathe in the smoke
Then I exhale slow
'Til there's nothing else left but the ashes
From all this weed I blow to
All these drinks I pour
There ain't nothing else left but the ashes

I feel like I don't wanna feel shit
(I don't wanna feel shit)
I feel like I don't wanna feel shit
(I don't wanna feel shit)
I feel like I don't wanna feel shit
(I don't wanna feel shit)
I feel like I don't wanna feel shit
(I don't wanna feel shit)

And I can't be sober when I'm alone
A hundred missed calls in my phone
I'm havin' withdrawals, leave me alone
Leave me alone, I feel it in my bones
I hide it all inside