Merkules, Hopsin - Not Like You lyrics

Can I get a moment of silence, please,?
This is for everybody that said
We wouldn't be exactly where
We are right now, hahahaha

Ever since the age of twelve
I been feeling kinda off like I ain't myself
Even though I know my parents
Tried to raise me well
I Ignored the stairway to heaven and
Took the gates to hell
I tried to tell these motherfuckas
They should brace themselves
Or I'll start killing 'em softly
Like I'm Dave Chappelle never take an L
I know you think you safe for now
Until I bring it to your
Door like a paper route
I really been on my A-Game
They bring up my name saying I fell off?
I don't really think it's the same thing
There's something that I noticed though the
More that I gain fame
These same lames hatin' find
It hard to maintain i ain't playin'
Every other rapper should vacate
I'll promise you our brain waves
Don't work the same way
I'm a cross between a pit bull
German Shepherd and Great Dane
I gain weight from eating
Instrumentals like Shake Bake
I got a lotta people countin' on me and the
Industry tryna figure out how to stop me
I got married to the game
And swore to matrimony
But, if we ever break up, there is no alimony
'Cause, I remember eating hot
Dogs and macaroni
Now it's twenty thousand a show
When I'm in California
If you claim you the best
Then you have to show me
It's 2021, welcome to the pandemonium
You bitch you
(Have you lost your fuckin' mind?)

They tell me that I'm sick in the head
But maybe I'm just not like you
(Not like you)
I'm obsessed with the taste of revenge
So they're worried 'bout what I might do
(I might do)
I don't wanna lose my sanity (Sanity)
No matter what I do, I can't break free
I don't wanna lose my sanity (Sanity)
No matter what I do, I can't break free

And I'm at war with myself simultaneously
Soaked from all of the clouds
And rain above me
'Til my world becomes a storm
Drain and floods deep
Fuck every one of you lames who judge me
You be making sure that my image painted ugly
Thanks for nothing, rage is bubbling
Veins are busting
Maybe your bitterness is the case, it must be
(Alright)
I don't really deal with the soft type
Brace the wrath
You about to feel when the boss strikes
Take the path opposite of here
Where the fog lies or you could be put in
A situation and call Christ
Lord Jesus, war seems to soar deep
Towards a force that's more pleasing
More niggas, more reasons
To let the animal go that's inside
Of me when I roar
Please, just don't get caught
Up in this chaos
If ever you see me pissed as fuck
Then just lay off
The high road trips are rough and I may not
I'm a bit of a prick, a chump, a dick
Ain't I?
I ain't tryna diss you punks on my day off
Y'all niggas interrupting my seance
Listen, I'm the missing puzzle piece
Bitch quit buggin' me
I'm sick as fuck with these crayons

They tell me that I'm sick in the head
But maybe I'm just not like you
(Not like you)
I'm obsessed with the taste of revenge
So they're worried 'bout what I might do
(I might do)
I don't wanna lose my sanity (Sanity)
No matter what I do, I can't break free
I don't wanna lose my sanity (Sanity)
No matter what I do, I can't break free