Merkules - Sedatives lyrics

Two down I can feel it in my palms sweaty
Rock steady and wobbling cause I'm top heavy
Already Imma chill and see what happens
Kill a beat with passion when
I'm sniffing E and Xanax
I do it often they compare me to a junkie
Better be aware this shit is
Scary in my country
Every day I buzz when I barley got the money
Apparently I'm hungry got me
Cherishing this 20 bucks
Stained shirt pain hurts with
The built aggression
Face first the same Merk that
You're still upset with
Fake jerks who make work
Outta pill collecting
A crazed curse that tastes worse
Than a pill obsession (ugh)
I must have thought it all was over
A steady rock and rolla' till
I'm getting guap like Oprah
Grimy on the loose and I'm
Still hiding in the booth
High and tied up with a noose
I've been blinded by the truth sedatives

Feel insane
Still remain blinded by the truth
Take your pain everyday kill
Your point of view
Till your eyes roll back inside your head
Realize you're happy when the
Sedatives in you

I can't breathe can't see cause' I'm comatose
Holy smokes hope for dope
Gulpin' with a broken smoke
I stay inside and get
Hella sick off sedatives
Sending instant messages I'm better
With my penmanship
I'm an addict gotta have it
Man I'm never clean
Smell it in the evergreens
Testing the Promethazine
Severing the heads a queens
Questioning a better dream
Fresher than a bed and
Sheets effortlessly wrecking beats
Yeah I got it like that now your whack
Style mad fowl hit em' like man down
A cash cow stacks pile show
Em' like that's how
Last round then I pass out in
A crack house I'm ruthless
And Imma do it till
I'm stupid fried euthanize
Rappers for practice I'm living do or die
Cruising by most of these spittas
Are sitting booster high
Who am I? the next best I do it live
Sedatives