NTHN (UK) - Alone lyrics

Doing anything to pass the time
Anything to keep my out my own mind
But I find it hard to be by myself sometimes
‘Cause I don’t do too well on my own
And I’ve spent too many nights alone
I need to find a way out
While I’m still in control

Woke in this house of silence
Conscious but what for?
Nothing to say and I’m the
Only one inside these walls
Everyday is like the one before
Searching for validation
Having to force or find a
Way out of this situation
Away from what’s inside this head of mine
Trying to distract myself with any
Kind of company or conversation
Or just a purpose
‘cause I’m sick of feeling like
My time is worthless so I’m

Doing anything to pass the time
Anything to keep my out my own mind
But I find it hard to be by myself sometimes
‘Cause I don’t do too well on my own
And I’ve spent too many nights alone
I need to find a way out
While I’m still in control

I hate to feel alone in a crowd
But it beats the quiet inside my walls
And my double’s half-full so I go out
I hate that I try too hard sometimes
Do I need the attention if
It’s only for one night?
Maybe I’ll stay inside

I binge-watch and binge-drink and binge-eat
Only thing that I don’t binge is sleep
And my time, it don’t fly anymore
But ever so sedately walks it'self away
Don’t ask what I did today

Doing anything to pass the time
Anything to keep my out my own mind
But I find it hard to be by myself sometimes
‘Cause I don’t do too well on my own
And I’ve spent too many nights alone
I need to find a way out
While I’m still in control

Doing anything to pass the time
Anything to keep my out my own mind
But I find it hard to be by myself sometimes
‘Cause I don’t do too well on my own
And I’ve spent too many nights alone
I need to find a way
Out before I lose control