Phases - Part Of Me lyrics

I can't stop, I'm giving up
Trying to forget
Know you're not the one I want
But I knew you when

We were young
It was fun when it wasn't so heavy
We got lost when the nights were enough
Holding on to first love so
You never forget it
But the feeling's never what it was

Part of me i don't miss you much
But you're part of me
With a heart so stuck
It gets hard to breathe
I don't need your love
But you're part of me part of me

Pull me back, it's what I want
I try not to listen
To your voice, and how it got me
Making bad decisions

See it's hard giving up
It's a natural addiction
I just keep coming back every time
Close my eyes in your arms
Turn my memories to fiction
It feels like home, but I know it's not mine

Part of me i don't miss you much
But you're part of me
With a heart so stuck
It gets hard to breathe
I don't need your love
But you're part of me part of me

Just because I didn't mean to let you go
Doesn't mean I wasn't right
I know you know we were broken
Just because I have to love you from afar
Doesn't change the way we were
And what we are wouldn't ever take it back
Who would I be if you never loved me?

Part of me i don't miss you much
But you're part of me
With a heart so stuck
It gets hard to breathe
I don't need your love
But you're part of me part of me
Part of me part of me
Part of me part of me