Phases - Running Away lyrics

I left without an explanation
I disappeared without a trace
It started as a mere flirtation
But now it's written on my face

That I'm not here at all
I'm stuck in last weekend
Reliving moments in my head
And so I booked a ticket i'm leaving

Now, I'm not running away, not running away
But I can't go back
I'm not running away, not running away
Now, I'm not running away, not running away
But I can't go back
I'm not running away, not running away

I loved you with a desperation
I stuck around for far too long
But passion is a destination
And this desire's much too strong

It's pulling me away
It's pushing on my lungs
I knew there'd come a day
I'd find a new addiction i need him

Now, I'm not running away, not running away
But I can't go back
I'm not running away, not running away
Now, I'm not running away, not running away
But I can't go back
I'm not running away, not running away

Days, they come and days, they go
Never gonna find a way back home
I was yours to take, you know, ohh oh oh
Days, they come and days, they go
Never gonna find a way back home
I'm too wild to wait, you know
Ohh oh ohh oh oh oh ohhh

You can't escape the past
But I just got my heartbeat back
I just need some distance between us

Now, I'm not running away, not running away
But I can't go back
I'm not running away, not running away
Now, I'm not running away, not running away
But I can't go back
I'm not running away, not running away

I'm not running away, not running away
But I can't go back
I'm not running away, not running away
Now, I'm not running away, not running away
But I can't go back
I'm not running away, not running away