Phora - Does God Forgive lyrics

Yeah

Have you ever prayed to God on two knees
Still nothin' changed?
Ever felt so ashamed that yourself
Can't see your own face?
Have you ever felt so alone in this world
So out of place?
Have you ever had certain memories you
Just wish you could erase?
Have you ever tried to do the
Right thing still everybody judge you?
Have you ever put two middle fingers
To the world, told 'em, "Fuck you"?
Have you ever been around people
But you still felt like it's just you?
If you ever felt like you ain't got no home
Nowhere to run to then we ain't too different
Paralyzed, in my own thoughts
I don't really know what's missin'
I feel like I got nobody
But maybe I'm trippin'
Too many friends turned to enemies
I don't know how it's affectin' me
So many people who told me they loved me
I shouldn't have believed what
They said to me
I look in the mirror, face it
Maybe it's too late to change it
And I know it's too late to go back in
Time but I wish that I could erase it (yeah)
I know it's too late to go back in time but
(yeah)

Misery loves company
Does God forgive? Someone tell me
Ooh woah, ooh woah, oh misery loves company
Does God forgive? Someone tell me

Yeah, uh yeah, yeah, look
I'm sick of cryin', can't hold it back
I'm sick of drinkin' until I go black
I'm sick of givin' these people
My heart and my soul
And my tears and end up on my back
I'm sick of pain, wanna be free
I'm sick of jealousy, envy and greed
I'm sick of chasin' these shots
Of this liquor and
Chasin' the money they say that we need
Just wanna be happy i just hope you see the
Me that they can't see
Misunderstood, misguided but I'm still me
Misunderstood, misguided but I'm still me
But I'm still i wanna be happy
I wanna be able to smile again
Lost love for the music
I wanna be able to write again
And my mom know I love her
I wish I could look in her eyes again
Tell her, i'm sober and say I'm okay but
It's hard to lie again
So maybe I'll try again maybe another time
Oh, oh oh
God, forgive me for the way I live, yeah

Misery loves company
Does God forgive? Someone tell me
Ooh woah, ooh woah, oh misery loves company
Does God forgive? Someone tell me

Can someone tell me?