Poppy Tears, convolk - ​Did it mean anything lyrics

Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah
Yeah yeah
Yeah lil sedative
Yeah nobody

Turn to the pills instead of
Picking up the phone
Told her I got problems and I'll
Solve them on my own all the time dissolving
Girl just be honest i don't see the logic
I probably haven't got it
I'm tryna get my head up out this mess
But I end up just rolling' in again
I really think your time
Could be better spent
And I already know that I'm irrelevant
And I don't really wanna fail
I'm just thinking' where we went
I'm just thinking' what it meant
Did it mean fuckin' anything?
And all the letters that we sent
Every word that we said
You said you want me tatted
I know you left me with a sadness

Wish that you would hit me back up
And if you're talking' shit then back up
Cause I don't wanna have to pull the Mac out
I'm about to spaz out where you at now?
You don't hit my phone no more what did I do?
Yeah, you said you love me but
You don't but I love you call me on my phone
You know that I'm home i just wanna go
Yeah just let me know why I can't see you
But I don't believe you my curtains drawn
My blood so thin my wrist so slit
My bitch so lit my songs so nice
My voice so ice my wrist so pricey
Yo' bitch, she likes me and you dumb
Fuck you cause you a hoe
And I don't care about you
I'll drop an album i'll see you in Malibu
But you ain't in Malibu
You ain't got no money fool
Girl, I got that bright dough
Yo' bitch stay givin' head though
Yo' bitch stay givin' head though yeah
Punk