Lil Happy Lil Sad, Poppy Tears, 4ever Falling - When Shes Cutting lyrics

I wake up every morning
With a feelin that I'm drowning
In my visions I make money
In the present I have nothing
That's the reason I'm still grinding
I'm addicted to the rhyming
I make music when I'm dying
So the music's never stopping
Wanna die when she's cutting
I can't stand when she's bloody
I'm in love with the body
That my girl treat so badly
Wanna die when she's cutting
I can't stand when she's bloody
I'm in love with the body
That my girl treat so badly

I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to make you sad
Baby, I don't wanna hurt you
Baby, I don't wanna make you sad
And it's 'cause I love my body
Wasn't like this from the start
I can't leave my blades alone
And it's tearing me apart
When I am cutting in my legs
I'm also cutting in your heart
It's an addiction I can't stop
Fuck, why did I even start

I wonder why I can't make my mind up
I wonder why I gotta hide inside, yeah
I wonder what to say when my times up
Though we sin and slur, realest in the cut
I wake up before them
Got a girl and she foreign
She came up with an option
I thought: "Fuck it, I'm coming"
I been off it, I'm nauseous
But no, boy, I ain't poor, and
They gon miss where the tour is
I'm too busy recording