Lil Happy Lil Sad - Smoked / Thorns & Fire lyrics

I'm fuckin' smoked
Rollin' up some dope to ease the mood
It's always sum
Just let me throw a field of rose and gold
And thorns and fire
I see a low so deep in lost desire

Everything at once it's just
So fucking typical too much to carry I don't
Know where it's still comical
Being honest to myself inside I'd
Rather be somebody far
Far away from everything I've learned so far

I don't wanna start over but I'd redo it
I don't wanna bleed through it
Sent them all my G for it
I'm sorry, I can't see through it
Fuck on me once okay but twice
You gonna bleed for it

So, I hope
You got exactly what you need from me
Bitch, I can't sleep from it while
I sit and bleed for it
Now why they leave the fiend done it
I'm just fucking pissed that dogs get
Treated like they bleed honest

One day I ain't even bein' on earth

I'm fuckin' smoked
Rollin' up some dope to ease the mood
It's always sum
Just let me throw a field of rose and gold
And thorns and fire
I see a low so deep in lost desire

And like everything is not
Enough there's always more
When I'm forced to swallow peace and
Bend over to take it all
In the midst of chaos and betrayal
Light the ones I love
I pick up the phone and
Answer wish she'd never call

Finding out the man I always
Wished I knew better
Is passing on from life and time
Has come to walk forever
And every tear I spilled as
A child wondering why
He calms down me and brought
The life into my eyes

Now there's no time left
Took composure from me
It's like gram got theft and
I'm loosened to it
I just want to rest and I might just do it
Such a fucking mess I'm so ready for it

I'm fuckin' smoked
Rollin' up some dope to ease the mood
It's always sum
Just let me throw a field of rose and gold
And thorns and fire
I see a low so deep in lost desire