Russ - Enough lyrics

Yeah

I wasn't right within
Was lyin' tryna find a slim openin'
To cope with grim realities of hopelessness
The casualties of broken men
Unhappily devoted when
They hit me, all the walls
Were tryna kiss me, they were closin' in
I'm soakin' in a tub of how
The fuck did this all happen?
Can I fasten my seatbelt before the
Tree and me are wrapped in
A blanket I can't escape? But the
Brakes that I have ain't brakin'
The weight that I feel is achin'
They say we don't feel the same shit
The pain isn't real, I'm famous
The cage that I'm in is dangerous
I'm chained, the perception anxious
Every day I'm faced the anguish
Of fakin' and savin' faces, so drainin'
I pray it changes
Self hatred's an understatement for makin'
The bed I lay in
My faith and my patience shaken
I'm cravin' a new awakenin'
I'm chasin' myself, I'm wavin'
Complainin' that I'm evadin'
Betrayin' myself was strainin' and
Slayed by my past, I'm racin'
That ancient indoctrination
I'm blazin' whatever's failin'
And scrapin' up the remainin'
Be shapin' my soul creatin'
Embracin' the new foundation, no swayin'
No more decayin' the process of excavation
Surveillin' what needs replacin'
This daily, can't get complacent
I'm takin' solo vacations I need solitude
I think I bottle too many problems due
To not wanting to upset my family
Plus I got the news
That sadness ain't allowed from the
Same crowd that turns around
And asks for sad songs, tell me
How, 'cause as a man, you cannot frown
Don't make a sound, just a stand up proud
No one appreciatin' us until
We're dead and underground
It's no surprise that suicide is super high
It's not unusual
'Cause men know that they only get
Their flowers at their funeral
We're hardenin' ourselves instead
Of gardennin' ourselves
Suppressed emotions, we're alone
So now we're targetin' ourselves
Don't wanna talk to out of pride
In fear of comin' off weak
Some women lookin' at you lesser if
There's tears on your cheek
But, if there's tears tattooed
That same girl is a freak
So they attracted to the pain unless
They hear the pain speak
Society romanticizin' silent sufferers
Stoicism is sexy
Unless he can't show that, he fucks
With her, if that's your girl
Be done with her
'Cause if you're numb to the pain
Then you're numb to the pleasure
Whether it's sun or it's rain
To you it's all the same weather
These days I'm better off
Retreated and reserved on a resort
Then re-emerge feelin' recharged and
Reassured that I'm

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