Russ - Tunnel Vision lyrics

I, I, I, I think you're captivating
I, I, I, I think you're captivating
I, I, I, I think you're captivating yeah

It's not the time to pump these brakes
I don't care how much I love her
Or how much money that I've made
That wasn't the goal, it never was
I'm tryna see what my zenith is
What it looks like to believe in
Strength in all of my weaknesses
Inconveniences are hurdles
Discipline jumps over
I wanna see how it feels
To do twelve months sober
I wanna feel self love without the vanity (The vanity)
I wanna feel what it be likе
To give a Grammy speech (A Grammy speech)
I wanna see exactly how far I
Can take this indеpendent thing
How high can I fly if I just
Learn how to extend my wings?
What would it be like to be
Patient? This is a me thing
What would it be like to
Stop shamin' myself to victory?
So when I win it doesn't feel defeating
That's why I'm leaving
I'm seekin' constant improvement
I don't have kids, but I fostered a movement
The journey's the treasure, if I
Ain't movin', I'm losin', for real

I've been (I've been)
Pridin' myself on all of my patience (Patience)
Pridin' myself on all of my diligence
Pridin' myself on all of my curiosity
I know I'ma get far if I work hard (Get far)
Givin' shit up that I fuckin' love to death (To death)
When we called it quit's, I was fuckin' mess
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
But, I gotta stick to my decision
(yeah, yeah)
Got that tunnel vision, baby (yeah)

If I give up on myself
That's givin' up on the universe
In return it gave up on me, no more signs
No more new alerts i be haunted by what if I
Went after what I wanted
Daydreaming 'bout that nightmare
Is what prompted
Me to keep it goin', I'm determined to see
What life would look like as
The best version of me
I want a body that look
Sculpted like a statue
I wanna not respond to everything
If I don't have to
I wanna heal the trauma from my childhood
I'm pissed off
I wanna learn to snap less and use Wim Hof
I wanna celebrate myself instead
Of waitin' for others
I wanna be a better friend, better son
Better brother i wanna stop thinkin' that I
Gotta go through hell
To get the credit I desperately
Need to give to myself
Across the board, I wanna see what my best is (yeah)
I wanna prove it to myself that
I can get this tunnel vision

I've been (Blinders on, I've been)
Pridin' myself on all of my patience (Patience)
Pridin' myself on all of my diligence
Pridin' myself on all of my curiosity
I know I'ma get far if I work hard (Get far)
Givin' shit up that I fuckin' love to death (To death)
When we called it quit's, I was fuckin' mess
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
But, I gotta stick to my decision
(yeah, yeah)
Got that tunnel vision, baby