Russ - Oasis lyrics

I'm in my little oasis
Been to a whole lot of places
Nothin' like my little oasis
And it feel fuckin' amazin'
Been livin' in my little oasis (Ooh woah)
Please, don't come around tryna change it
(Ooh, woah)
I can't let that happen, I made it (Ooh woah)
Ain't nothin' like my little oasis (Ooh woah)
Ooh woah, ooh woah, ooh woah (yeah)

Bury my problems in a bottle and a feast
No routine, no obligations
Hardly gettin' any sleep
This is the dream, right?
Usin' random women just to
Boost my self-esteem, right?
Comfortable, complacent, I can't let go
So I squeeze tight
Hangin' on, I'm a mess (Mess)
I could've swore that I was
'posed to be goin' somewhere, but I forget
I'm in a drunken stupor
Feel like a fuckin' loser
I don't know what I even want
Don't see a fuckin' future
Feel like I have everything
But I feel nothin'
Spent a quarter million dollars on a car that
I don't need just to feel somethin' (yeah)
Still nothin' well, everything else failed
I might as well try self-destructin'
Dress it up though
Make it look sexy so I don't notice
That my bein' is deterioratin'
I'm losin' focus at least it's got a multi
Multi Platinum sound to it
Get your shit together, yeah
I get around to it

I'm in my little oasis
Been to a whole lot of places
Nothin' like my little oasis
And it feel fuckin' amazin'
Been livin' in my little oasis (Ooh woah)
Please, don't come around tryna change it
(Ooh, woah)
I can't let that happen, I made it (Ooh woah)
Ain't nothin' like my little oasis (Ooh woah)
Ooh woah, ooh woah, ooh woah

Losin' direction by the minute, I'm trippin'
I'm stallin'
Feelin' like DMX 'cause lately I'm slippin'
I'm fallin' fuck it, I'm ballin'
I'll get back on track tomorrow
I got time, ain't no rush, before
You know it, it's tomorrow, damn
Defeated, depleted, don't wanna believe it
Anxiety beatin' my ass, I'm overeatin'
I put on thirty pounds of fat
Friends say I'm gettin' money
If this is rich then take me
Back to bein' broke and bummy
I made an independent fortune
And my engines foreign
But my stress is soarin'
Bootleg pornos off a Reddit forum
Every mornin', that's a copin' mechanism
Like the smokin' and the drinkin'
And I'm prone to overthinkin'
Need a self soothe (yeah)
I got some bad habit's (yeah)
Check my account though
It just looks like I'm a cash addict (Ha)
I'm back at it every day
Driftin' further away
Go get your shit together, maybe tomorrow
But not today

I'm in my little oasis
Been to a whole lot of places
Nothin' like my little oasis
And it feel fuckin' amazin'
Been livin' in my little oasis (Ooh woah)
Please, don't come around tryna change it (Ooh, woah)
I can't let that happen, I made it (Ooh woah)
Ain't nothin' like my little oasis (Ooh woah)
Ooh woah, ooh woah, ooh woah