Ryan Oakes - I'LL BE DAMNED lyrics

Misery loves company
No wonder why you never wanna lay low
Serenity don't fuck with me
You're just a devil in a halo
Jealousy can't set me free
I entertain it all day though
Your energy says you're in love with me
Now I'm stuck up on the ceiling
Ain't holding me down, you're leaving
My heart on my sleeve, it's bleeding
It got ripped up by the demons
And somebody keep on freeing
It's hard for me to believe it
I thought you were what I needed
The devil can be deceivin'
And he's dressing up in black
Pretending he's got your back
He's slipping right through the cracks
Just plotting on his attack
An angel in a disguise
The innocence in her eyes
Perfection in her design
Would leave anybody blind

I was love drunk, now I'm sober
Searching for composure
I built these walls up
I don't need your closure

I'll be damned if I let
Another person into my head
Telling me I'm probably better off dead
I swear all of the blood that I've shed
Might just be enough to paint the skies red
Sometimes I end up going against my right
When I know that I should've just left
They say that I'm insane, and I dread
Doing all of this over and over again

Here we go over and over again
I felt like you meant the words that you said
But now I'm out for revenge
Watch out 'cause I'm gonna win in the end
You made it impossible just to
Be in the same room
I heard about your reputation and
It all came true
You put up all these obstacles
I'm trying to break through
Trying to break through

And now I'm sober searching for composure
I built these walls up
I don't need your closure

I'll be damned if I let
Another person into my head
Telling me I'm probably better off dead
I swear all of the blood that I've shed
Might just be enough to paint the skies red
Sometimes I end up going against my right
When I know that I should've just left
They say that I'm insane, and I dread
Doing all of this over and over again
I'll be damned if I let
Another person into my head
Telling me I'm probably better off dead
I swear all of the blood that I've shed
Might just be enough to paint the skies red
Sometimes I end up going against my right
When I know that I should've just left
They say that I'm insane, and I dread
Doing all of this over and over again