SickTanicK - Monster lyrics

It's ironic when you dying everybody
Wants to be your friend
But when you eating good there ain't
No finding none of them
Unless your paying tabs
And sharing light so yours is dim
And ya'll in fantasy land reality
Is dark, and grim
Where were ya'll when my name was
Drug throughout the mud, where
Were your kind words
Support, and offering of hugs
You mean to tell me
I gotta be dying to finally get some love
Mark my words I won't forget it yes, I hold
A grudge, you turned me into a monster
But now I conquer
Nothing worth anything is easy
My mantra, focusing on holding life, tantra
Life is a mirage in
The desert and so I wander, searching for


That drink of water, I ponder
Do I really want your sympathies
They're dishonored
And I hope it comes back with a
Vengeance call it karma, payback
Relentless fuck you, you're finished

I'm turning into a monster
You better run and hide
I'm turning into a monster
You better run and hide
I'm turning into a monster a monster
A monster a monster
I'm turning into a monster

I ain't ever fucked over anybody
That didn't have it coming, i've
Made mistakes along the way but
Let me tell you something, i
Said I'm sorry for things I didn't
Do to keep my people
From the stress of dealing with a lot of you
Cause some of ya'll are so
Desperate for attention cause
In real life, your disliked
Because you are pretentious, and you
Feel like you just might try
To get some vengeance
So you pick up the keyboard and
Type with bad intentions
And you feel your owed the
Right because of your
Investment, cause you streamed a couple songs
And even bought a shirt, you
Even shared my song on
Facebook that's hard work, so you don't care
About what you say or if
It made my heart hurt, you had a shitty
Day because your so awkward
So I become the target of the hate that
You foster, no I'm not a role
Model no I'm not your father, and
Just because you like my music doesn't
Mean I'm not a person
Doesn't mean I wanna talk for
Hours, when I'm working
No I don't wanna hear your
Song because you say i am an inspiration
Id rather not have to teach
You how to Satan the days of
Me being nice are gone
Just like my patience
I'm turning into a monster
You better run and hide
I'm turning into a monster
You better run and hide
I'm turning into a monster a monster
A monster a monster
I'm turning into a monster

And there ain't no sense in hiding
You can run but ill be
Finding anywhere that you abide in
And if a man is
Truly god then consider me as a
Titan so bitter and yet
Enlightened, decisive when I be writing
The lyrics considered frightening
My haters they all be fighting on who
Can be more trifling meanwhile I am
Prescribing a lyrical cocktail
Heighten your perception
Cause this song is a trip

Psilocybin

I am the hand up the virgin Mary's skirt
Killing her softly with my
Fingers her moans are like a concert
Crescendo, as she hit's the falsetto
Increase the tempo
Now I'm playing heavy metal like a
Monster the inner beast has
Now awakened no angel on either shoulder
Cause on both sides sit's Satan
My heart is vacant and my life
Is like a DVD that's
So scratched it freezes when you
Play the feature presentation

I'm turning into a monster
You better run and hide
I'm turning into a monster
You better run and hide
I'm turning into a monster a monster
A monster a monster
I'm turning into a monster