SickTanicK - This Is My Story This Is My Life lyrics

This is it, y'all, I'ma let it all loose
This is the story of my life
The life I didn't get to choose
I was born in '84 to a
Mother they called a whore
Called the devil's son, a mistake
But my family's scorned
And then the year turned into 1985
And my mother died so brutally
I still feel it up inside
My grandmother adopted me and raised
Me in her home
But it was so damn hard because I was alone
I started school and I never had any friends
Busted lips and blackened eyes
Was a child's revenge
I got pushed around and beat down
By the students and the staff
When I ran away cryin' all they did was laugh
My uncle Larry at the time was
Like a dad to me
Taking me to Showtime to rent
All the horror movies
Hellraiser, Halloween and Faces of Death
Day in and day out it was the illest shit
'92 rolled around, I even found Christ
But then I turned my fuckin' back
Because I found it was lies
I found my left hand path and, yo
I'm still the same
LaVey, Crowley and other sinners to
Fill up my brain

This is my story and this is my life
The beginning of the book is here
And it lies deep inside listen to my rhymes
'cause the world's about to change
When I'm reborn the world won't be the same
This is my story and this is my life
The beginning of the book is here
And it lies deep inside listen to my rhymes
'cause the world's about to change
When I'm reborn the world won't be the same

Then I grew up and things started to change
I found heavy metal music and
Drugs became the rage
And I'd rock the mic with
The loudest black metal screams
Enough to pop a virgin's cherry
And make a preacher's ear bleed
And still at this time I had no friends
Only people that were frontin' just
To get some ends
I tried suicide more than a couple times
But, I guess I wasn't trying hard enough
Because I'm still alive
In 2002 I met the crew
That had my back chillin'
At the Village Inn and at the Chevy Shack
And till this day I still got my killers
Crazy ass motherfuckers
Psychotic wig splitters
And now that you know that I'm doing all good
I'ma tell the truth like a
Fuckin' real killa should
One dark August night
When I did the devil's prayer
A demon came into my life and it slowly said:
Your soul is ours and the harvest has begun
We have shot each other, smashing
Prepare for things to come
You must spread these spells to
The Doctrines of the Damned
Hell's story you will tell
You are the new son of man
Now we let you go on out, our son
And you shall unleash the
Prophecies upon everyone
'Cause their time is short, the end is near
You are the first motherfuckin' power

That they shall fear ha ha haha i'm here
Welcome, to the Doctrines of the Damned
Motherfuckers!