SickTanicK - Will You Still Love Me? lyrics

Will you still love when i'm
No longer young and beautiful
Will you still love me when i got nothing
But my aching soul i know you willx3 will you
Still love me when im no longer beautiful

So many problems right now
I don't know where
To start, and everything is picking me apart
I got plenty of love in my life yet I
Feel so alone and I don't know why
All the struggle has beat me
Down to where i'm
Spun all around don't know where am i now
Am i
Sicktanick or am i andy, am I really a god
Because god can't stand me, all these
Years i've been searching, for an
Answer to figure out whats my
Purpose, whats the meaning
Why do i feel this way can someone please
Gimmie a reason? I feel fucked up
But i'm not
The emo type, so i sit and shut up, dig
A grave in my heart and bury it
And every day that i wake up
I carry it, and all the shit that i
Take is hilarious, life betrays
Like judas iscariot, i feel lost in a
World that rejects me, in a
Genre that disrespects me, in
A life where i'm not connected
Where everybody is disaffected
Wheres the love that i once felt i gotta
Dig so deep that i tear apart myself

Will you still love when i'm
No longer young and beautiful
Will you still love me when i got nothing
But my aching soul i know you willx3 will you
Still love me when im no longer beautiful

If I died today tell me how you'd feel
Would you
Bump my songs or would you sit and chill
Would you cry your eyes out and come to my
House console loved ones then
Get the fuck out would you
Help with the ashes, would you
Pay the bill for the urn or
The casket would you be
At my grave site to tell
To the priest that EGC
Should do my last rights
What the fuck am i thinkin i'm
Just rapper to you that you
Bump on the weekends, there is no real me
Just the guy that raps on a cd
Just the guy that you saw a couple
Times on tv crying bout his fans
That were murdered so brutally
I'm the bad guy, i'm the
Wrong one, i'm the bad child
Not the good son, i'm the stain in
Families bloodline, feeling all the pain in
The world at one time
And my music helps your problems when
I can't solve my own
What the fuck are my options
Why ain't i stoppin, fuck the
Rap game i shoulda finished school
And then gone to college
What the fuck is wrong with me who i am
I to complain because i'm
Living the dream right

Will you still love when i'm
No longer young and beautiful
Will you still love me when i got nothing
But my aching soul i know you willx3 will you
Still love me when im no longer beautiful

But that dream brings nightmares
You would never understand what it's like
Unless your right here, in my
Body, with my feelings, all
The hardship with this dreaming, not
Complaining, i'm just venting, it's been
Building up and fermenting, my whole
Life is fucked up, and
Now that tellin the truth will
You fans still show love
Or will you diss and piss on
My pictures and throw away
All your doctrine scriptures, stop fronting
Like you know me, no
Im not your family because my
Blood they disowned me, everything that
Could possibly go wrong has gone wrong and
So i sit and i write songs
It's my way to cope
And my way to vent and the only way that
I can take this shit, without wiling out
Without getting all fucked up on drugs like
Amy winehouse, i push on with no choice
I only hope
One day that the world will hear my voice
Either way one day it will end
I just hope when it does that
You don't pretend, that i was
Something that i'm not
So write fuck the world on
My grave god damned plot

Will you still love when i'm
No longer young and beautiful
Will you still love me when i got nothing
But my aching soul i know you willx4 will you
Still love me when im no longer beautiful