SickTanicK - Say Goodbye to Yesterday lyrics

I remember a while back someone asked
Me "Ten years down the road
Where do you think that you'll be?"
I didn't have an answer
I just shrugged it off
While smoking sherm sticks
Snorting coke and drinking Smirnoff
I never gave a fuck about
Myself back in the day
All I wanted was acceptance so
I fronted every day
I grew up on Moon Street on the East Side
5-0-5 Albucrazy, and that's where I died
I remember the first time my heart got broken
I remember my first fat rail of coke
And I remember when I sold
My soul to the devil
And took his hand into the darkness
Now I'm on his level
And I cannot believe the way things worked
I remember when I sliced my wrists
And how bad it hurt
Over some dumb shit, a bitch that left
Anyways, and without my mistakes I
Say goodbye to yesterday

Say goodbye to yesterday
All the mistakes you've made
And all the rainy days and all
The hateful things that they say
Say goodbye, say goodbye to yesterday
Just look inside yourself
And you're gonna find the right way

I used to pop about five or six codeine
And drink a bunch of OE and cut
My arm and watch myself bleed
At first I admit I did it for attention
And I started using razors on my
Arms to relieve my tension
No one understands my pain
No one understands my hate life is hell
And I'm standing at the burning gates
I'm like the dusty ass bible
That don't get read
And the boogieman that be
Sleeping underneath your bed
I'm the scrub that was picked
On every day at school
'Cause, I didn't wear designer
Clothes and wasn't cool
I had no girl, I had no friends
And now that I'm rapping all those
People seem to be pouring in
So tell me who is fake and who is for real
Who really got my fucking back?
Who be packing that steel?
It gets so hard with a
Little fame that I'll dip
I've got haters, fake friends
And bitches riding on my dick
But, I ain't never gonna stop
I ain't never gonna quit because I dedicated
My life to the wicked shit

Say goodbye to yesterday
All the mistakes you've made
And all the rainy days and all
The hateful things that they say
Say goodbye, say goodbye to yesterday
Just look inside yourself
And you're gonna find the right way

What up y'all
(What up y'all) i've come to realize
(realize) I got what's right
In front of me right now and that's all that
Matters (That's all that matters) fuck all the pain and hurt from the past, fuck every single bitch that's hurt me
Fuck all the homies that stabbed me
In the back you know
(Back you know) i got a real
Family now i represent that
Shit to the day I fucking die
(Fucking die) love
Your life y'all 'cause you only live it once
(Live it once) it can be taken
From you at any time

I've been through a grip
In these twenty years of my
Life did meth, heroine
And yo I've even blasted NOS
I've been pushed away by every
Single bitch in the book
I've done my share of slinging drugs
And my share of rotten hunts
I've been so down it couldn't get any worse
I've been cursed and then told I'm
Gonna rot in a hearse
I've been jumped and I've done the jumping
I've driven by my enemies
And straight started dumping
And I've killed animals and left
Them at my exes
I've thrown the meanest fucking
Curses and I've
Been called a sexist and a abuser
A regular drug user with the
Powder hanging from my nose
I called a girl just to use her
What I'm trying to say y'all
Is things done changed i've been in gangs
Separated and homeless asking for change
I've been the killer and I've been
The one they wanted dead
But nothing ever stops me because
There's voices in my head
They keep telling me
"happiness is gonna come your way"
And look at your dawgs
And say fuck yesterday

Say goodbye to yesterday
All the mistakes you've made
And all the rainy days and all
The hateful things that they say
Say goodbye, say goodbye to yesterday
Just look inside yourself
And you're gonna find the right way
Say goodbye to yesterday
All the mistakes you've made
And all the rainy days and all
The hateful things that they say
Say goodbye, say goodbye to yesterday
Just look inside yourself
And you're gonna find the right way