Sun Kil Moon - With a Sort of Grace I Went to the Bathroom to Cry lyrics

My friend Theresa
She's been in a lot of pain
Was there recently
Had took up all the space in my brain
She lives there, by a cornfield
So was it the spray or was it the medication
She took to get herself through her day
We got into her car and we drove around
The Ohio roads that were flooded
With rain on the ground
We got into a car and we drove around
"Teaser and the Firecat" and "Tea For
The Tillerman" were in the background

When I was a kid
I kept toads and garter snakes
In the window well and they
Drowned when it rained
Before the snow came down in the winter
I dug a hole for my box turtle
He'd hibernate until Spring I'd
Come and get him
And I took her picture near a red
Fire hydrant near an old barn
And then we ate at Eadie's
Fish House in North Canton
And that night we watched Jimmy
Buffet on Jimmy Fallon
And I went to sleep on her couch
While she walked off to her bedroom
And I kissed her goodnight
And I looked at her tired eyes
With a sort of grace I walked
To the toilet to cry
Because I remember when we were just young
Just young, young little kids
Before the heaviness of life took
Over every fucking thing
Because I remember when we were just young
Young, young little kids
Playing the Ouija board on a yellow
Card table in her mother's basement

And when I'm walking down the Ohio roads
I remember all the turtles and snakes
And the frogs and the toads
And all the ponds and lakes
The records and 8 track tapes
I loved Emerson Lake and Palmer's
Brain Salad Surgery but
Eric Clapton's Slowhand gave me
A fucking headache

And as I walk around the
Block that you live on
I see poetry in every inch of it
I see lightning bugs flicker at dusk
In the overgrown weeds at
House being foreclosed on
And I walk over to the
Church at the intersection
Fluorescent blue painted handicapped
Parking spaces
And at the side of the road I see
A dead groundhog laying on his back
And I walk over to him and there's
Another groundhog nearby in the weeds
Breathing fast like he's having
A panic attack
My friend Theresa she's been in so much pain
When I visit her
I do my best not to bitch or complain
So I goof around and I like
To tell her dumb jokes
But underneath it all I've got a
Gnawing fear deep in my bones
Because someone I love is so sick
And so tired and weak
I want to make her laugh because
Everything's been so goddamn fucking bleak
But, I'm here to give her my
Love when and while I can
Because I gotta go back to work
Like any other working man
And I went out tonight and
I got her Kraus' pizza
Anything I could do for
My beloved friend Theresa
And I got her a brand new bed
Cause her back's so fucking bad
I went to a department store and
Picked it out with my dad
I love you, love you, love you
Love you Theresa
And I'm really sorry that I gotta leave you

I always knew you wanted to play and sing
I always knew you'd leave Ohio and cross
A bunch of oceans and seas
But there is no sound I love
More or that is more healing
Then when I close my eyes and you
Sing personally to my kids and me

And as I walk around the block you live on
It smells so much like our childhood
It smells so much like our old neighborhood
I remember when I first heard
Led Zeppelin's "Tea For One"
Laying by my bedroom window on Valium soaking
Up the warm afternoon sun rays
And in those minutes, hours
I was totally content
And I'll take that memory to my grave
As one of my happiest moments
And I remember you swimming at Turkeyfoot
Me and my dad were up in his fishing boat
Tossing our lines out onto the lake
With the minnow bucket hanging by a stringer
Off the edge of the boat
And I remember watching the
Bobbers and waiting
For a bass to take the bait
And I remember your big happy smile
While you were wading out there in the water
And that smile still graces your face
And the faces of your
Beautiful young daughters