Vin Jay - RUNNING lyrics

Wake up, bury thoughts how you feel?
Very lost
Life is like a big roller coaster I’m
Begging you to just let me off
Don’t be so down
Look at all the people that you make proud
Yeah, I guess
Except for the man in the mirror that
Never wanna get out the house

He says nobody else in the world really
Give one f##k about me but him come on Vin
No you listen to me I’m
Done tryna hold this in

Every day it feels like a battle
Mind and heart are in a violent grapple
Probably dabble in a few hard drugs this time
If I don’t go to find a chapel

All my thoughts in a morbid state
Aw don’t tell me you lost your faith
No I pray still and I praise God
But the devil wanna set me straight

Take a breath stop your stressing
I cannot it's my depression
Every moment is a blessing
Well then answer me this question why

Im alone inside and I cant stop running
Try to find my light but the darkness calling
Gotta say I’m fine when I feel like falling
Im alone inside and I cant stop running

Broken man, broken people
Can’t withstand, so much evil
Every plan is so deceitful
Can’t nobody keep it peaceful
I’ve been tryna find the light
Every thoughts as dark as night
Swear to God I’m not all right
But, I’m a soldier Ima fight

I just continue out on my lone mission
Black heart and my soul missing
Built a wall to keep feelings out but
I’m just constructing my own prison

Running from the past
Feeling my foundation crumble fast
Just take medication, try meditation
Tried them both it doesn’t last

I don’t want to run though
Done hoping and wishing that someone
Else will come save me everyday’s cutthroat
Blunt smoke in my lungs
And I feel like I’m bout to go crazy

Time will tell if I’m alive and well
Maybe I just gotta find myself
Either way I wanna cry for help
But no sound comes out when
I try to yell because

Im alone inside and I cant stop running
Try to find my light but the darkness calling
Gotta say I’m fine when I feel like falling
Im alone inside and I cant stop running