Will Williams - My Past lyrics

Been through a lot gave nothing
Like a zero felt a
Little bit of everything like a
Hero used, talked about
Laughed at walked all over like a floor mat
Yet I always smiled and I never
Showed my pain always stood in the back
Like a last name been through the fire
It’s really not a big deal start to tell
My story they shocked like touching
An eel feeling low yet I always keep my
Head high they just stuck in their
Old ways so I never try always tried to
Change me but I nеver budge letting
Go of caring likе an old grudge loving
No one but God and the fam
Said that they were real yet they’re faker
Than a scam i see her and
Sometimes I just wanna connect
Chill with my feelings
Not just yet so that’s why

It’s funny how people say you wrong
When you know you’re really
Right let em all go now they trynna be tight
Ain’t nothing but life that’s what
I always say whole heart
Isn’t black but it’s slowly
Turning gray it’s more than
Me speaking words on a track just
Thought I’ll tell you how they
Left me hanging like a tack
They were wrong just like
A glitch left me on the side
Like a ditch but
Wait let me switch back to now fire yeah
I smell that stench they never
Understood me you would
Think that I was speaking French but I really
Feel they didn’t wanna hear so
Now you know the
Real reason why I disappeared let no one in
I kept em all out they said I needed em
But that’s something that i really doubt ima
Keep looking to God for help just God and the
Fam no one else and that’s why