Will Williams - Speechless lyrics

This the year that I’ll disappear up
Outta here and my voice will
Be something that you can’t help
But hear still lonely inside
And I’m hurting a lot sometimes it
Feels like pain is stuck
In my heart - just like a blood clot yes
You can say I tried to do this
All on my own again sometimes
I just want my whole life to
End satan told me to give up yet
However you’ll all hear more details
When I drop beginning
Of forever i got a lot going on
– despite all the pain
Dropped my debut mixtape
– let me explain my life to
You for a second – better yet an hour she’s
Getting hurt cuz she keeps giving him the
Effin’ power but I’m like - calm down –
Cuz you always got her right? And yeah
It’s hard but I just hold on with
All my might and I’m supposed
To be a Christian yet I’m not
Living right and I used to
Look to God – but now it’s
Like Satan’s all in my sights
God I really didn’t mean to act
This way at all i’ve
Fell so low if I want to get to you
Then I must crawl but now I’m back
Focused things starting to change
But yet as I
Change – people say that I’m strange so
I’m like - Forget their opinion – cuz
It truly doesn’t matter and that glass
Wall in front of me – I’m about to make it
Shatter killing all you
Doubters that said I couldn’t succeed
Cuz I’m the author of
My own life – no Read well - God
You know you always order my steps
And I treated you so good
– that’s your heart always melts let
A good person go – yeah
I know she might and it's funny cause we both
Know it isn’t right yet - we engaged in
Things even though we should wait and if she
Ends up pregnant – myself I will start
To hate they say don’t hate no
One – but me - I’m
Someone and if can’t feed two mouths
– why should I add
Another one? Can’t believe she did this
Again but this time I
Bought her mom and her sister
In yeah, life is crazy
But God I see a brighter day and even
Though it’s hard – what can I say?