André Norbeck - Dead lyrics

I'm sorry for lying, I'm sorry for trying
I'm sorry for being a failure
I just wanna die, if this is a game
Then I don't wanna play it
I just wanna try, I don't think I would mind
I might say that I'm fine
But I don't think I meant it
You cussed your words, I was acting so hurt
But didn't think I'd actually be breaking
You say the anchor's a symbol of hope
I think this anchor is pulling me down
You see your life in this picture
I'm crying with you
When things changes no one's around
Didn't think a broken soul could be broken
But Iwas hoping this was different
Pieces missing went to leaving
Now I'm living with it
I'm alone in a murder street, no witness

I took a life, I was hoping for better
I took a life, but I just can't forget it
I took a life, but I never meant it
Now I'm spilling these words
Now I'm stuck on the pavement
Just because I don't find a way
Try to find another day
Find another smile, I pretend it's fake
Is it war where I go today?