André Norbeck - Raw And Forever Real lyrics

I guess I gotta be gangster to be real
I guess I gotta die to be able to speak
I guess I need to be brainwashed for
The radio to be finding my peace
And put me down on my knees
I wrote an album a month
That´s what I´m best on i ain´t in a bed
But still I´m getting slept on
Trynna find another rapper that´d
Be chasing your vision, and fast forward
Turned to be Jason with
Knives in your backdoor
All you snakes turned out to friends, huh?
All you want is a piece of my studio now
Huh? All you want is pieces that
I worked hard for?
Say we´re brothers, but we ain´t
Looking the same now, huh?
Funny when I needed you
You´re turning me down
When I was bleeding on the floor
Pinned to the ground
You were the one I was making a sound for
All you did was shove
Alcohol down your throat, like you asked for
Fuck it, change the subject
You thought the album was off?
But I ain´t done yet
I was gone for a day, but let the drum hit
I thought I lost my mind chasing a dumb bitch
I ain´t really trynna find a
Way to fill it in to write another record
Put you in your feelings
Make you look into the lyrics
To see the meaning
It´s me versus the world, man
I would be dreaming
I guess the vision was tempting
But I was so relentless
Into the mind elevating, I just didn’t get it
Time to make it all happen
15 tracks in a month, are fucking happy?
I´m devastated, my mind has been penetrated
Worse than your estimating, like fuck it
I hate it
Relevant to how you've been waiting
See I get it, but don't forget this the mind
That you´re deep into (Ahh)

Crazy how the time changes
I said it's crazy how time changes crazy
Crazy how the time changes
I said it's crazy how time changes
Whatever once was, is now the same shit
Rage contained is amazing
So let's let him out

Fucking time to let me speak
Fucking blind to the people in need
Fucking die for the people in peace
The world is fucked up, this how we bleed
I've been locked inside of your conscience
Now I'm breaking out
You ain't having options fuck it
All these bitches hitting my
Phone don't mean shit
They all want exposure, and wanna be shit
I know my music is horrible
That shit doesn´t mean that I´m off you
I took a W by entering the game
Now you claiming I falling off too?
Like who the fuck are you talking to?
Been the greatest, I´ve been hated
Been taking rappers of the same pages
Ripping lines apart to see the pages
Read between lines was a dark world

I make music for the kids hated
Feeling like their parents would
Never make em´
Being bullied so they run with
Knife with their hands bleeding
What they been feeling
Is what I've been speaking
All these rappers wanna talk about
Drugs and the money making
Fine, I´m screaming let em´ take it
I'm lost now
Gone in my mind for your own good
Fucking take the weight off me
I don't care if I would ever go platinum
I don't care if I ever get a label
I don't care if you ever read this
I gave you a story
Now you're fucking able to
Keep the stable nights
Oh, your turning tables?
I swollow pills at night to
Keep my mind stable
I lost passion, I'm losing life
I´m trynna make the decision that even
I don't know is right trynna tear my walls
And breathe into the mic
Punching holes in my wall
"get the anger out"
How come they always been sleepin on me?
Every album out, but they don't see the story
Every song out, but they don't hear the sorry
Every line they don't ever read the corners
They all see the work that I've done
They don't even see it
What the fuck I've done
They don't know the fucking cost
They don't even know who I lost
They don’t know that my anger is pinned down
They don't know that one day
It would be still
One day I'll be silent, shut, shot
Chopped inside a locker
Fuck it, I know I lost it
One day I'll be the demon in
Your mind screaming "do it"
One day I'll be the angel that´s
Saying that "don't prove it"
One day you´ll be lost
I'll be dead by your love
And I will be lost, and that day I'll be gone
I'm alive now, fuck it, I regret it
Should've killed myself, but didn't take it
My moma told me, one day I could make it
Now I'm looking for lost love and all saviour
They don't ever know, and they never will
They don´t know I´m real music
Until I´m killed iT´S ALL REAL