André Norbeck - Read Between The Lines lyrics

Could you tell me how this life is operating
Cause they told me it would help
If I swallowed my medication
But I just got transferred to
A new medical station
And they press down on my words
My meaning is just stressing
Ain't that depressing?! Doctors
Telling me that they can't help me now
So I make songs for my thoughts
Hoping it could help me out or save me now
But I only see people play me now
We're waving faster, faster
And now I fucking drown
I got people in my messages
Asking me all these questions
About my music, and what I put into it
But they will never understand the
Meaning I'm putting to it
They will never see the tears
These scars and all these bruises
They said I only wrote about a heartbreak
Cause I was heart broken
Now I'm speaking for a minority
Who´s never spoken
The ones with their hearts torn
And scars opened
The kids with a knife in their hands
And that gun loaded

I paint a picture all red
Chocking on the thoughts that they never said
Can you read between the lines right now?
Tell me, can you read between the lines?
Can you read between the lines right now?
Cause I don´t wanna live between the lines

It's like my mind is lost
But I always said I was fine with it
If my depression´s gonna die
I´m gonna die with it
I'm taking all these shots
Only hoping I would die
9 to the body, and then one to my mind
Right now
I wonder if y’all have lost control
Cause it's funny how you thought
I talked about alcohol
Fly, fly, these angles won't let me fly
Now I feel like I'm a demon
That´s walking amongst Gods
I'm an outcast that won't last in our society
Sobriety had me facing my own personality
Alone in a room, still no one is minding me
If this is how it is
This ain't a sadness and reality
It's fucked up stop, let me breathe
It had me fucked up
Now I'm reading between the lines
And I don't know what to feel

I paint a picture all red
Chocking on the thoughts that they never said
Can you read between the lines right now?
Tell me, can you read between the lines?
Can you read between the lines right now?
Cause I don´t wanna live between the lines