Lil Xtra, ​demxntia - Wasting my days lyrics

Wasting, all my days are fading
Away into the evening
I can never seem to say the words I want to
Writing feels so draining now
I got people I love who depend on me
But the pressure weighs so heavily (yeah)
I do have a choice so I hate to complain
I'm pulled in every direction
I hope I die a legend
And if I don't I'll learn my lesson
It's a bit too late to back out now
I'll never turn around
(when I'm feeling good)

Wasting, all my days are fading
Away into the evening
I can never seem to say the words I want to
Writing feels so draining now

Being pulled in every direction
It feels like I'm always being tested
Don't know the words to express it
What's the point of all of this
If I don't have a message?
I'm tryna built this life
For the ones that I love
But I know for a fact
That I'll never be enough
It's hard to be of this world
With my head in the clouds
And my feet on the Earth
But I just hope you see some worth
In the things that I love
And I'm singing the words that I wrote down
It's all that I know now
Folding the cards I was dealt
Yeah I'm sorry I'm a let down

Wasting, all my days are fading
Away into the evening
I can never seem to say the words I want to
Writing feels so draining now
The things I loved I hate now
Running out of faith in me
I think I need a break
But if I leave I won't be coming back