Lil Xtra - Worry lyrics

'Cause I been missing medication
But it's okay, I hate the way I felt sedated
Rather feel myself breaking
And trust me, that's a feeling with which
I had been acquainted
Fucking up my life again
A loser in the making
Feeling out of place like a
Train without a station
Like a pig without a blanket
Like a song without a playlist
All your favorite rappers in their
Feelings when they play this listen up
You better pay attention when I say this
Life is not a joke or a
Game that you can play
If someone tells you how to win
You better run the other way
Because no onе in this life knows
What happens when wе die
If there's a heaven or a hell
When we cross the great divide
Maybe nothing's real and humans are pretend
And we'll all live forever
When the simulation ends
Maybe there's a god, if there is
I guess I'm screwed
Or maybe there's nothing
And Armageddon's overdue

It goes three two one
Then you die and it's done
It might come at 60, it might come at 21
But I ain't gonna worry about that no more
I ain't gonna worry about that
It goes one two three
Then you're gone and you're free
They'll forget about you
They'll forget about me
But I ain't gonna worry about that no more
I ain't gonna worry about that

Ay, yeah
Yeah, I been missing my appointments
When it comes to me
It seems that everyone's
Annoyed or disappointed
Steady stayin' mad that I
Refuse to be exploited i guess I understand
It's best for you if I'm avoided
But the life I've been given is
Not the one I wanna live
I got daily dreams of dying
I got too much left to give
In the end, I hope this shit is worth it
Yeah, you know I'll stay down
I hope you never feel deserted
I'll never be perfect but I'm
Sick of feeling worthless
I'm learning how to love again
To find a little purpose
And I mean it, you got
Something special in you, i can see it
Tell me something matters and just
Maybe I'll believe it
Say there's more than to life than
The grave I belong in
And maybe one day I'll meet
Someone to get along with
I think I'm burning out
I don't know what else to call it
But I'll never quit trying
That's the only thing I'll promise

It goes three two one
Then you die and it's done
It might come at 60, it might come at 21
But I ain't gonna worry about that no more
I ain't gonna worry about that
It goes one two three
Then you're gone and you're free
They'll forget about you
They'll forget about me
But I ain't gonna worry about that no more
I ain't gonna worry about that no more

I ain't gonna worry about that, about that
No more, no more, about that
About that no more, about that
I ain't gonna worry about that no more