Lil Xtra, ​demxntia - When I Die Will You Miss Me? lyrics

I Guess you got what you paid for
Don’t even know what you came for
We Stay in different buildings
On the same floor
We on the same team, what you playing for?
I don’t want to know but I need to
Don’t want you to know that I need you
And fuck I hope that when it comes
You gon’ hit me with that slug
Roll it up And hit that
Blunt while I bleed through
Yeah, I been getting faded but
It’s not a celebration
I’ve been trying get right
But my demons dedicated
Yeah I tried to stay and fight
But my bravery was waning
I’m a mile down the line as
Your train leaves the station
You got a problem you should say something
Cycle ends and I’m back now to day one
This world makes us sick, so we play dumb
If we kill each other now then we stay young
If I die now will I stay young?
And when I die will you miss me?

When I die will you miss me at all?
I apologize I'm always missing your calls
Yeah I stay up in my bedroom
Singin' I don't need you lying to myself
So I hope it doesn't bleed thru
And at night times moving so slow
I never know which way I'm tryna go
Staring at my phone
While I'm counting the days
Wishing I could just fade away
Or maybe I just need a change
(maybe I just need to change)
Oh baby if I found a way
Think I found a way, no
If I die now will I stay young?
And when I die will you miss me?