Lil Xtra - Yes I Know I’m Always Late, No I Won’t Be Getting Better About It lyrics

'Cause you keep saying you can't wait
I always seem to show up late
Always somewhere else inside my head
(Inside my head) i asked you what would I be
I love that you're no good for me
(Good for me)
But I know I'll end up alone instead
(Alone instead) i always overcompensate
'Cause I can't seem to concentrate
(Concentrate) and I'm not sure I've slept
The past five years (I don't sleep)
'Cause when I drink I hold my tongue
And smoking only hurts my lungs
Forced to laugh and try to hide my tears
(All my tears)

Look inside me (Inside me)
You can tell there's something wrong
I'm so sorry (So sorry)
There's always something going on
Blink my eyes, and (My eyes and)
Snap my fingers and you're gone snap
Guess I should've known
I should've known it all along
(I should've known it all along)

And now we're back where we left it
I can't change you can't accept it yeah
But real talk I was straight up from the jump
(Jump) so I'm really not sure
What you expected (What you) yeah
I try to keep myself calm and collected
(Calm and collected)
And see the world through
Both of our perspectives
But it's hard when you acting adolescent
And I gotta be the grown
Up cleaning up your messes
So take the call I'm not
Really tryna text this
A FaceTime to make sure you get the message
I can't get it off my mind I confess it's
A struggle everyday just to
Love and not obsess

Look inside me (Inside me)
You can tell there's something wrong
I'm so sorry (So sorry)
There's always something going on
Blink my eyes, and (My eyes and)
Snap my fingers and you're gone snap
Guess I should've known
I should've known it all along

The things that you told me
Was there anything you meant, no
The lies that you told me was
There any truth to it
Did you know from the start this
Was the way the story ends?
You fucking swallowed my heart I hope
You liked the taste of it

Look inside me (Inside me)
You can tell there's something wrong
I'm so sorry (So sorry)
There's always something going on
Blink my eyes, and (My eyes and)
Snap my fingers and you're gone snap
Guess I should've known
I should've known it all along