Lil Xtra, ‌dying in designer - Gerard Way lyrics

Heart skipped a beat it's on delay
And I can’t sleep when you’re away
When you’re away
Like Gerard Way, I’m not okay i’m not okay
Times standing still, it’s on delay
It’s on delay come back, baby ándale

Come back, baby i’m a young Gerard Way
Heartbroken boy had to learn the hard way
I know you’ll never listen
But I wanted to say you didn’t have to go
You know you could have stayed
Right here with me, we were destined to be
Was a part of you you grew apart from me
When I tried to love
You were not in the mood
Then why’d you tat my name
Just to get it removed?
You don’t care so you don’t try
When I text your phone I never get a reply
I guess I’m leaving without saying goodbye
You’re the fucking reason that I wanna die

Heart skipped a beat, it's on delay
And I can’t sleep when you’re away
When you’re away
Like Gerard Way, I’m not okay i’m not okay
Times standing still, it’s on delay
It’s on delay come back, baby ándale

Yeah, I got it, I heard you
I heard you the first time
I just ignored you
'Cause I’m having the worst night
Of my life
I don’t really give a damn what’s right
Every time I bring it up we fight
It’s all wrong but it’s alright
Back and forth hot and cold
Here she comes there she goes
Think I love her but I don’t know
She keeps saying it don’t show
All these things that I’ve been told
All this lying got so old
Deal the hand and I will fold
Want to stay but I guess I’ll go
I always knew you would leave
Held it here in my chest
How could you do this to me?
You were all I had left
I said you’d dip and you did
Guess you saw from the start
I’m still a fucked up kid
With a fucked up heart
Heart skipped a beat, it's on delay
And I can’t sleep when you’re away
When you’re away
Like Gerard Way, I’m not okay i’m not okay
Times standing still, it’s on delay