Byron Henderson - Forever Immortal (Lovestory Marina) lyrics
[Byron Henderson - Forever Immortal Lovestory Marina lyrics]
Yeah (whatever, whatever, whatever)
Ugh (whatever, whatever, whatever) yo
Ugh yo
How many times can I revisit the same topic?
Till I paint the picture vivid enough
For the people to feel
As if it’s a vision they’re
Seeing through my optics
Animosity building, why stop it? (yup)
Man, if I could be realer, why not then?
(yup) because I have a story to tell y’all
A warrior’s tale
Constantly worried he’ll fail all
Discouraging thoughts haunt
Though he never fell off that cliff
Let’s get it started
9/29, oh, ay, I’ve been a target
Whether in New Orleans or when I set it off
With the bars in the morning at Meisler
Advisory’s boring
It’s hard to be clean around
All of this garbage
As mad as I seem, know it’s all in the moment
If college ain’t for me
Then I wonder how far will I get in life
In this day and age with only diplomas
Ironic how we bonded through music
To find an escape from the trauma and lies
Blurring lines every day
Living double lives, no one ever realized it
Skin flawless for now
But they’re still riding the
Wave of your tears
Rumors spread by your peers
Haunt you whenever
Mentioned on some Tony Todd ish
Is emptiness a feeling you feel, is it real?
Or is something else killing
You in the process? Common knowledge
I’m not the most positive person
Outside of when I rhyme
Obviously, my time is seemingly
When I’m with you, That’s when I shine
There’ll never be a bigger truth
Cause if I signed off
Ending my time on this planet
As depressed as I am
I don’t want to plan it more so than mine
I know that your soul is damaged
Let the beat go on
I know you’re sure to panic
Cause you’ll stay for me if I stay for you
That’s what you said to me
After reading this fan mail
Like everything these people say is proof
If we can save each other
Maybe we can save them too
Never thought a freestyle in seventh
Grade would bring someone amazing
It’s great, I don’t have to unmask you
But that’s only half the battle
Whether you’re privy to matters at hand
What would you say if I was to ask you
Will any of these songs ever really
Matter when I’m buried and gone?
A hopeless forever for me
Cause I’m more than tired
I’m just out here trying to be immortalized
For the better
Trying to better all your lives
Only thing that’s ever really on my mind is
Will any of these songs ever really
Matter when I’m buried and gone?
A hopeless forever for me
Cause I’m more than tired
I’m just out here trying to be immortalized
For the better
Trying to better all your lives
Only thing that’s ever really on my mind is
Wait how many bullets did you spare me from?
How much time would you say I have left
Not too many of my people see 21
I’m well aware and plus
Got the mentality of being something bigger
How many people you know
Really draw and reconsider?
Part of me is bitter
All of me is wishing you the best
Guard each river with your life
Because it’s a mess
Nonetheless, I could never be ashamed
Of my color, race, Whatever
I love it, though I think
It brings anger to see us so estranged
Rina, that’s why I cling to you
I’m helping Tony just hoping
That he can change
True, you only met him to get
A whiff of a winner
Nothing but a fallen angel reeking
The scent of a sinner when you pay so much
Attention to your blemishes
What makes you any different than any
Alcoholic filling his liver with poison?
You’re hearing the voices
But how did you lose you?
Cause you’re the only person you
Have something to prove to
You know if bridges burn
It’s because of their choices
Apologize to Alyson, and tell her the truth
Who would have thought it would arrive
To this moment in time?
We’re killing ourselves cause we’re alive
And we’re tired of life
Indirectly being about death
Wondering what it’s like to survive
Without debt the people I grew up around
Don’t know about that
More than half ain’t make it out
And now they got that mentality stuck in them
The only people the hood
Excites are people that
Never had to grow up in one
So know that when ever you see your wrist
Littered with scars it isn’t who you are
And that you have the strength to move on
You’re beautiful
But you’ve got to put this past you
And just because I doubt myself
I’ve got to ask you
Will any of these songs ever really
Matter when I’m buried and gone?
A hopeless forever for me
Cause I’m more than tired
I’m just out here trying to be immortalized
For the better
Trying to better all your lives
Only thing that’s ever really on my mind is
Will any of these songs ever really
Matter when I’m buried and gone?
A hopeless forever for me
Cause I’m more than tired
I’m just out here trying to be immortalized
For the better
Trying to better all your lives
Only thing that’s ever really on my mind is
Babe, are you ready? Laughs
Was almost like an uphill climb
To fulfill our dream
That’s until time omitted you at a high speed
And my life became like a Pharcyde song
Barely had time to blink as
It passed right by me
I reflect on the past and remember
Going to my first dance
And how all you did was laugh with me
Imagine being on top of the
World at full throttle am I to dwell?
Cause I would rather tell these
People the best times
Of my life I was spending with you
A minute can do enough damage to one man
That it’s uncanny to not be this bendable
True equivalent to a train wreck
It’s a miracle for me to be alive right now
But I’m in this for you
And I mean that in the best way
Forget death for a second
A metaphor for the wreckage
We’re better off with a message
That’ll span over decades
Like the first time we met
I remember like it was yesterday
Every smile, every hug, every kiss
Every tear I had to catch
I was blessed to have bested fate
Forever destined to spit in
The Devil’s face again
No question, the race I’m in is destiny
Fate when mixed with Satan’s kiss
A pessimist today cause you wavered
Guess you couldn’t take the pain
They would cage you with
But I don’t blame you
How many times would they
Use you, extort you
Abuse you till the only thing you
Could hold onto was the music?
Everything you were going
Through was collusive
While the tears build up
If I slip and I fall right off of this cliff
Disappear in the fog it’s your family
To blame for this crippling loss
Like a moth to a flame, got attention to draw
Not to mention, it’s all on me
Should I patiently wait for the
Time and the day
That a label just happens to call on me?
With you gone
I’m alone and it’s seems like the weight from
That drama just happens to fall on me
Met your father and all like you wanted
I promise, The dream will live on till
My heart don’t beat
Athania Parkway is all I need
To every fan that’s ever sent
Or written a letter
I hope you accept that Marina Rivera
Or should I say Marina Prado
Is bigger than this rapping
I’m just being honest
Kicking down the doors, reaping what I sow
Dodging everybody just to make it home
And if I’ve got to quit this rapping
I’ll do it won’t overstay my welcome
Hear me up in Heaven, I just need to know
Will any of these songs ever really
Matter when I’m buried and gone?
A hopeless forever for me
Cause I’m more than tired
I’m just out here trying to be immortalized
For the better
Trying to better all your lives
Only thing that’s ever really on my mind is
Will any of these songs ever really
Matter when I’m buried and gone?
A hopeless forever for me
Cause I’m more than tired
I’m just out here trying to be immortalized
For the better
Trying to better all your lives
Only thing that’s ever really on
My mind is you
Ugh (whatever, whatever, whatever) yo
Ugh yo
How many times can I revisit the same topic?
Till I paint the picture vivid enough
For the people to feel
As if it’s a vision they’re
Seeing through my optics
Animosity building, why stop it? (yup)
Man, if I could be realer, why not then?
(yup) because I have a story to tell y’all
A warrior’s tale
Constantly worried he’ll fail all
Discouraging thoughts haunt
Though he never fell off that cliff
Let’s get it started
9/29, oh, ay, I’ve been a target
Whether in New Orleans or when I set it off
With the bars in the morning at Meisler
Advisory’s boring
It’s hard to be clean around
All of this garbage
As mad as I seem, know it’s all in the moment
If college ain’t for me
Then I wonder how far will I get in life
In this day and age with only diplomas
Ironic how we bonded through music
To find an escape from the trauma and lies
Blurring lines every day
Living double lives, no one ever realized it
Skin flawless for now
But they’re still riding the
Wave of your tears
Rumors spread by your peers
Haunt you whenever
Mentioned on some Tony Todd ish
Is emptiness a feeling you feel, is it real?
Or is something else killing
You in the process? Common knowledge
I’m not the most positive person
Outside of when I rhyme
Obviously, my time is seemingly
When I’m with you, That’s when I shine
There’ll never be a bigger truth
Cause if I signed off
Ending my time on this planet
As depressed as I am
I don’t want to plan it more so than mine
I know that your soul is damaged
Let the beat go on
I know you’re sure to panic
Cause you’ll stay for me if I stay for you
That’s what you said to me
After reading this fan mail
Like everything these people say is proof
If we can save each other
Maybe we can save them too
Never thought a freestyle in seventh
Grade would bring someone amazing
It’s great, I don’t have to unmask you
But that’s only half the battle
Whether you’re privy to matters at hand
What would you say if I was to ask you
Will any of these songs ever really
Matter when I’m buried and gone?
A hopeless forever for me
Cause I’m more than tired
I’m just out here trying to be immortalized
For the better
Trying to better all your lives
Only thing that’s ever really on my mind is
Will any of these songs ever really
Matter when I’m buried and gone?
A hopeless forever for me
Cause I’m more than tired
I’m just out here trying to be immortalized
For the better
Trying to better all your lives
Only thing that’s ever really on my mind is
Wait how many bullets did you spare me from?
How much time would you say I have left
Not too many of my people see 21
I’m well aware and plus
Got the mentality of being something bigger
How many people you know
Really draw and reconsider?
Part of me is bitter
All of me is wishing you the best
Guard each river with your life
Because it’s a mess
Nonetheless, I could never be ashamed
Of my color, race, Whatever
I love it, though I think
It brings anger to see us so estranged
Rina, that’s why I cling to you
I’m helping Tony just hoping
That he can change
True, you only met him to get
A whiff of a winner
Nothing but a fallen angel reeking
The scent of a sinner when you pay so much
Attention to your blemishes
What makes you any different than any
Alcoholic filling his liver with poison?
You’re hearing the voices
But how did you lose you?
Cause you’re the only person you
Have something to prove to
You know if bridges burn
It’s because of their choices
Apologize to Alyson, and tell her the truth
Who would have thought it would arrive
To this moment in time?
We’re killing ourselves cause we’re alive
And we’re tired of life
Indirectly being about death
Wondering what it’s like to survive
Without debt the people I grew up around
Don’t know about that
More than half ain’t make it out
And now they got that mentality stuck in them
The only people the hood
Excites are people that
Never had to grow up in one
So know that when ever you see your wrist
Littered with scars it isn’t who you are
And that you have the strength to move on
You’re beautiful
But you’ve got to put this past you
And just because I doubt myself
I’ve got to ask you
Will any of these songs ever really
Matter when I’m buried and gone?
A hopeless forever for me
Cause I’m more than tired
I’m just out here trying to be immortalized
For the better
Trying to better all your lives
Only thing that’s ever really on my mind is
Will any of these songs ever really
Matter when I’m buried and gone?
A hopeless forever for me
Cause I’m more than tired
I’m just out here trying to be immortalized
For the better
Trying to better all your lives
Only thing that’s ever really on my mind is
Babe, are you ready? Laughs
Was almost like an uphill climb
To fulfill our dream
That’s until time omitted you at a high speed
And my life became like a Pharcyde song
Barely had time to blink as
It passed right by me
I reflect on the past and remember
Going to my first dance
And how all you did was laugh with me
Imagine being on top of the
World at full throttle am I to dwell?
Cause I would rather tell these
People the best times
Of my life I was spending with you
A minute can do enough damage to one man
That it’s uncanny to not be this bendable
True equivalent to a train wreck
It’s a miracle for me to be alive right now
But I’m in this for you
And I mean that in the best way
Forget death for a second
A metaphor for the wreckage
We’re better off with a message
That’ll span over decades
Like the first time we met
I remember like it was yesterday
Every smile, every hug, every kiss
Every tear I had to catch
I was blessed to have bested fate
Forever destined to spit in
The Devil’s face again
No question, the race I’m in is destiny
Fate when mixed with Satan’s kiss
A pessimist today cause you wavered
Guess you couldn’t take the pain
They would cage you with
But I don’t blame you
How many times would they
Use you, extort you
Abuse you till the only thing you
Could hold onto was the music?
Everything you were going
Through was collusive
While the tears build up
If I slip and I fall right off of this cliff
Disappear in the fog it’s your family
To blame for this crippling loss
Like a moth to a flame, got attention to draw
Not to mention, it’s all on me
Should I patiently wait for the
Time and the day
That a label just happens to call on me?
With you gone
I’m alone and it’s seems like the weight from
That drama just happens to fall on me
Met your father and all like you wanted
I promise, The dream will live on till
My heart don’t beat
Athania Parkway is all I need
To every fan that’s ever sent
Or written a letter
I hope you accept that Marina Rivera
Or should I say Marina Prado
Is bigger than this rapping
I’m just being honest
Kicking down the doors, reaping what I sow
Dodging everybody just to make it home
And if I’ve got to quit this rapping
I’ll do it won’t overstay my welcome
Hear me up in Heaven, I just need to know
Will any of these songs ever really
Matter when I’m buried and gone?
A hopeless forever for me
Cause I’m more than tired
I’m just out here trying to be immortalized
For the better
Trying to better all your lives
Only thing that’s ever really on my mind is
Will any of these songs ever really
Matter when I’m buried and gone?
A hopeless forever for me
Cause I’m more than tired
I’m just out here trying to be immortalized
For the better
Trying to better all your lives
Only thing that’s ever really on
My mind is you