Byron Henderson - THE STORM. (DEMO) lyrics

Something a lot of people don't
Realize is that sometimes, Home can be a
Person with that said, depending on
The circumstances, You may
Not be home very often so really
You just get used to it and
Make the best of it

Rina, I know you're looking down
In disbelief right now cause psychically
I'm looking like a recipe for disaster
Mental state just dissipates with
Every sentence I spit
And every rumor bout your death to
Me sounds more like laughter
Whole school turned to TMZ
And here I am, couldn't say a word
For most the day
I had to act like it never even occurred
I was exhausted, hadn't slept in a few days
I should've known Friday
I'd lose you in like two days
So my vision's blurred
Phone as dry as my tear ducts
I didn't speak for months
Even after it cleared up
And I don't go to funerals
Not even for you, Dawg
I wanted proof, but didn't need
To know it was true, Dawg
I should've seen it coming
I knew something was off
The last time I saw your face
A lot of love had been lost
You were best friends with a
Stranger every other day, It pains me to say
That fall is dangerous
More dangerous than I can convey
As years pass, my condition seems to worsen
More often than not
I don't even feel like a person
I'm at work and all I see is you
Shopping, all I see is you
Hallucinations constantly haunting me like
My demons do never thought I'd be this sick
I lost you, I lost Matt, and I lost time
Like a decade off of my life
Kels, time's right
Rina, I'm like, you're hanging?
I'm trying to hang too
I'm trying to get rid of pain too
Promised plenty things
But all I have left to give is a thank you

So, I've been walking for a few hours
And just doing some thinking
That's what we'll call it and I think with
Everything going on
The best thing for me to do right
Now is kill myself not
"kill myself, kill myself"
But whatever has
Had control of me for the past
Ten years whatever has been
Holding me hostage and taking my
Life away from me
It has to go i can't do this i can't i
Can't keep seeing her, and getting
Text messages from her
And then talk to Kelsey as if everything
Is ok nothing about this is
Ok she's getting in the way
And it's not her i probably sound like
I'm going crazy, and maybe I am
But if I can do this
Then maybe I'll be able live again
Because this right here? This is
Making me never want to see
Marina again ever i can't
Really be around Kelsey, who
Is my best friend
Because she probably doesn't even
Know who I am i don't even know who or what
I am at this point i just
Know I'm done i at least
Know that my baby can't be
Around me like this so
I have to do something something