Byron Henderson - PSYCHOTHERAPY. (DEMO) lyrics

Okay

I've carried so much hate for you
For what felt like eons
Your reflection reflected flaws of
A silhouette behind bars
But regardless of outcome
You wore your sins to show all keep in mind
You aren't the only one that has suffered
Fingers crossed your babies stay focused
Because whether it's poles you swing on
Or polls you vote in
The lies of the world are potent
You won't save them
That isn't what your goal is
I need you to know this: The end is hеre
Avenge us whatеver's meant to be will
Venture back to me 20, 13, 4, 11

B Sides for the Broken, mm
Back with this epilogue I'll give you
Life is a void, more or less
I've been wrecking into
Every blessing overshadowed
By each untimely death ensuing
Walls caving and I'm privy to it
Threw the crutches aside
I don't really care enough to beg your
God to get me through it
I ain't gon run or hide from it
Negative energy robbed me of my life
And if I'm bout to die from it
This high is goodbye
Least I died at my height
That's nightmarish to a few of y'all
Watch them die
Pretend it wasn't you involved in
This slow psychological decline
While you sat thinking he could do it all
You better make sure to forever keep the
Energy I noticed you've been having
Think I won't wake up no ill will
Cause all I ever heard was laughter
Strobe lights and repeated flashes from
Every little piece of plastic
Red, white, and blue like television
They just watched anger meeting sadness
Look at the world around you
Should've known you were prone to depression
And therapy
Not till your demons surround you
Sucking you dry, but living's a blessing
See, people discriminate, but
That trauma won't, So don't you accept it
And people trade on you
Including your momma
Just trying to learn you a lesson

I know I'm moving fast
And ain't no keeping up with me
Devil at my door to let me
Know he's seen enough of me
Soul stuck in limbo
Bent over backwards just for peace
But if I never come back
Is it a loss or luxury

See, I done lost a lot and
Just gave everything left up
So if I somehow make it back alive
Where has that left us
A magnet to the trouble of my
Past I must confess cause–
A new life ain't as certain as my death was

Got a little bit of energy left
I was slipping when Kelsey
Was giving me breath
Liyah giving me life when
It's giving me stress
So I'm dipping, been MIA
Missing out on spitting images
But could I feel any less
Cause most people don't know what healing is
Living oblivious, matters they make worse
Sex trafficking all in the city
But really to many, these women
They ain't worth it
On my worst day, I mentally riot
Cause to be honest
It could always be Kels or Aaliyah
That would've hit me in the worst way
So why would I keep quiet?
I've been on edge had to shelter myself for
The health of others
Cause my mental state has really gone bad
Something's off, double checking hallways
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Whose reluctancy to sleep when his
Bed calls has him bout
To fall flat like he knew he would all along
Wait came a long way from the wrong way
Fearing dying young, thinking all day
I've been off beat frostbitten heart
For the longest been stuck in the wrong place
I don't want sleep
Taunted by the thought of if I don't wake
F a thought, because I know I won't wake up
Flatline in the place I considered safe
Though my eyes won't stay shut for long
If I can help it dealt with grief
Watching Mary go round like
Recurring visions of
A cop turned into a selfish thief
People turned memories ain't helping me

When apparitions can visit at will
Digging deeper ditches
The difference is real
I can feel I'm fading fast
And my jaded past got me sick
As I stiffen and chill

Cause when apparitions can visit at will
Digging deeper ditches
The difference is real
I can feel I'm fading fast
And my jaded past got me sick
As I stiffen and chill, Hey

I know I'm moving fast
And ain't no keeping up with me
Devil at my door to let me
Know he's seen enough of me
Soul stuck in limbo
Bent over backwards just for peace
But if I never come back static

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa

There is blood on my shoes, and I understand
That I have to take accountability however
This is where my accountability
Ends and theirs begins