Byron Henderson - RAGE (Coup De Grace) lyrics

It’s been extremely difficult without
Marina, man obviously
There’s a war going on outside
But at the same time there’s a war
Going on inside my head i constantly
Walk up to the knife drawer in my kitchen
And just look the question that
Pops up, is whether I’ve done enough
To do it now? Quite frankly
I probably haven’t but I’ve come
To grips with this i’ve
Gotten to the point where I’m
Trying to decide which
Knife I’m going to do it
With or if I’d rather
Do it like she did i’m not fit to
Be here a lot of us aren’t we don’t really
Have time for all of this chaos that people
Want to go down basically
They want us eradicated
And it’s all for profit most
Of these so called political
Commentators are clueless they’re put there
To divide us and
Make us hate each other think about this
Tomi Lahren is four years older than
Me why is she on this
Big of a platform speaking on
Politics? The Caucasians that are
Against us and stand with these visibly
Guilty cops have never had
A run in with them so
Their opinions really shouldn’t matter
How can they form said opinions
On an issue they’ve never
Dealt with? It's like hese
People love black culture
But they hate black people it’s
Been that way forever
But not every Caucasian person lives by that
And some of my people need to understand that
But those Caucasians also need to realize
How difficult it is being
Anything but Caucasian and also how
Difficult it is to distinguish
The people that are on our side
From the ones that have
Been brainwashed billionaires hide in the
Shadows and fund everything
And most of us have no clue
Banks, businesses, the Government
Whatever but see
I have a promise to fulfill
And that comes before almost anything and
Anyone i’m not upset with her
At all, because I’m with her if anything
I’m glad she isn’t here
To see what’s happening but I know
She’s proud, and most importantly
She’s safe

I’m losing my sanity over you
Everyone is killing each other
But it’s manageable
Paint a picture vivid as people
Living amicable, but nah
That ain’t the motion
The country’s literally on the
Verge of implosion
With Aaliyah trying to heal myself
You know I was never one to feel myself
Getting fan mail every single week
As I was looking at
Your picture as a reason not to kill myself
But I’m still myself
Yet it feels like help ain’t coming in a
World where a dream without
Wealth ain’t nothing
Let the body count rise in the city
Because pride is a female dog worth ducking
My god, what a pity
If Paris got prayers, while
People die everywhere
Y’all are straight bugging
They report a black man killing other blacks
And it’s like F Ghana
Though it stays flooding
Never mind Palestine, nah
We don’t say nothing
Look at Ruba with sympathy
She probably ain’t need
Every time I see a cop
I’m hearing I can’t breathe
Should I just be upset or
Glad that it ain’t me? I ain’t fronting
But allow me to be honest with y’all
Why is it all about race
Even way before the time I was born?
Nearly everybody had slaves at one
Point, so I ask
What’s the problem with y’all?
I made a promise I ain’t trying to break
My best friend never met my parents
Vice versa, that’s my mistake and
I’m hurt because my escape, She took it
But I’m stuck
Because now I think I’m being selfish
A dream that relied on faith
My people need me, but I can’t not die today
All I can say, Is how the F can I
Convey that I ain’t perfect
Hard to believe I’m awake in such a nightmare
Fear is irrational
Better be on your P’s & Q’s
We’re compatible with death
And everybody’s soul is detachable
Stayed close instead of trying like you
Terrified of an L that was final like you
Self harmed and thought of suicide like you
Until we both died, but were revived
I swear I was just like you
Funny how life can recycle a cycle